Chapter 10

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Lin Zhiyan slowly widened his eyes, and stammered, "What, what?"

Lu Ze took half a step forward, looked down at him with a serious and serious expression, "Lin Zhiyan, I'm chasing you."

Lin Zhiyan Zhiyan blinked his eyes, feeling dazed and helpless for a moment. What is he thinking about chasing him? Why are you chasing him? Aren't they friends?

Lin Zhiyan's mind was in turmoil, his lips pursed for a long time and he didn't know what to say, only a pair of round cat eyes stared at him blankly, as if he didn't understand the meaning of his words.

Lu Ze coughed twice with his fist on his lips, but his voice slowed down, and said, "Senior brother, I like you, and I'm chasing you." He

looked at Lin Zhiyan, and his voice became more gentle: "I said these things to my senior brother. , I'm not trying to force senior brother, I just want to tell senior brother my attitude."

"This time it's my fault, I thought it would be a while later, when we get to know each other better, when I'm ready, carefully plan a confession, and then Express your heart to senior brother... but don't want the plan to keep up with the changes." He smiled wryly: "Brother, don't rush to reply me, what I said today is just to tell senior brother that I didn't mean to lie to you."

"Brother can go back and take care of yourself." Think about it, I'm not in a hurry, and brother doesn't have to be in a hurry." He coughed twice, looked at Lin Zhiyan and said, "No matter what the answer is, I can afford to wait." Lin Zhiyan stared at him blankly

, Lu Ze gathered his windbreaker jacket, took a step back, and smiled gently: "It's cold outside, brother, let's go back first."

Lin Zhiyan's mind was muddled now, so he could only listen to him obediently. But before he took two steps, he thought of something again, turned around and handed the bag in his hand to Lu Ze: "The medicine I bought for you."

His voice was as soft as a mosquito, but he still explained seriously: "Usage and dosage It's written on the note inside, remember to eat when you go back."

There was a smile in Lu Ze's eyes, he coughed again, and said with a smile: "Thank you, brother." The

two met, and when the cold fingertips touched the warm fingertips of the young man, Lin Zhiyan subconsciously flinched Shrinking, I don't know why, the contact that usually feels natural is a little uncomfortable at this time.

He whispered: "Go back." After finishing speaking, he turned and walked towards his dormitory.

Lu Ze looked at his back, and the smile in his eyes deepened.

777 said in his mind: [Host, have you succeeded or not? 】

Lu Ze stepped back and said with a smile: 【Half success. 】

777 thought for a while: 【Oh, I see, this is called playing hard to get! 】

Lu Ze laughed: 【Probably that's what it means. ]

777 sighed: [It's not in vain that the host deliberately made a wrong call. 】

Lu Ze just smiled and said nothing.

After returning to the dormitory, I opened the medicine bag, all the medicines for cough and fever should be inside, and there is a note inside, clearly marking the usage and dosage of various medicines; the handwriting is neat and strong.

Lu Ze looked at it with a smile, put the note away, and took the medicine according to the above statement.

777 said quietly in his mind: [Host, there are special cold medicines in the system mall, why don't you use them? 】

Lu Ze said: 【This body's resistance is not bad, and ordinary medicine is enough. Recovering too quickly will arouse suspicion from others. ]

777 suddenly became happy.

...

The leaking night has come, and a few sparse stars hang here and there one by one.

In the dormitory, the roommates had already fallen asleep. Lin Zhiyan stared at the dark night with his eyes open, unable to fall asleep.

He was thinking a lot, thinking about Lu Ze's words, thinking about his pursuit and liking, and thinking about all the things he had with him in the past.

After thinking for a long time, I couldn't come up with any clues.

Lu Ze likes himself, how could Lu Ze like himself?

It was hard for Lin Zhiyan to understand, and it was even harder to imagine what kind of reply he should make.

To say that there were quite a few people who pursued him in the past, and it is not uncommon for them to be friends with him first and then wait for an opportunity to make further progress. Lin Zhiyan can resolutely refuse everything, but he can put it on Lu Ze, put it on Lu Ze...

Lin Zhiyan didn't know what to do.

He was thinking about how he met Lu Ze, and the meals they had watched and eaten together, all of which were happy.

He thought it was a feeling for a friend, but it was possible, was it liking?

Lin Zhiyan didn't know. He has never felt this kind of emotion before, so he naturally doesn't understand how it is different from other emotions.

All he knew was that he didn't want to be separated from Lu Ze like this, and become strangers from now on, and return to being alone again.

This was Lin Zhiyan's normal state in the past, but now he couldn't accept it.

But...

Lin Zhiyan had various thoughts in his mind, but finally fell on Qin Yiming.

He was thinking about what Qin Yiming said yesterday.

Lin Zhiyan was an illegitimate child, an illegitimate child who was spurned and hated by others, and was destined to be out of sight. But Lu is the aloof young master of the Lu family, he has a bright future and a bright future. It is true that Qin Yiming's words are not pleasant, but what he said is actually correct. He and Lu Ze are people from two worlds.

Now Lu Ze likes him, what about in the future? Do they really not care about the gazes of those relatives and friends, and the opinions of Lu's parents?

What will he bring to Lu Ze when he is with Lu Ze?

Other people's gossip? Lin Zhiyan was used to all this, but he didn't want Lu Ze to bear it.

If there is no him, Lu can talk about a lover with a clean family background and a close relationship with him. When outsiders talk about them, they will always look with admiration and envy.

He can live forever in the light.

Instead of being pulled by him, accepting pointers from outsiders.

The dark night always accelerates the growth of emotions.

Lin Zhiyan picked up his phone and opened the communication page, the dazzling white light made his eyes sour.

The chat history between the two of them ended with the phone call from Lu Ze.

With trembling hands, Lin Zhiyan slowly typed out a few words:

[Stop chasing me. ]

After pressing the send button, everything seemed to be settled.

The phone fell on the bed, Lin Zhiyan rested the back of his hand on his eyes, and exhaled silently, thinking that Lu Ze should understand what he meant.

The dormitory was silent, and the slight snoring of the roommate seemed to become the ethereal background music. Because of this, the ringtone of the mobile phone that rang at that moment was extremely clear.

Lin Zhiyan sat up suddenly, frantically turned the ringtone to the lowest, looked down at the contact information on the page, his heart was pounding.

Lu Ze.

Lin Zhiyan hung his thumb over the screen, hesitated for a long time, and finally swiped towards the red mark.

The phone hangs up.

The roommate turned over and made some small noises, but he was obviously still awake.

Lin Zhiyan sat on the bed blankly, looking at the phone that had turned off again, his heart seemed to be clenched tightly.

Although he still doesn't know what kind of feelings he has for Lu Ze, he knows that he is personally cutting off the connection between the two of them.

The night outside the window was dark, and I couldn't see the surrounding environment. Lin Zhiyan just stared at the cell phone that merged into the night, looking at it... After a few minutes, it turned on again.

Lin Zhiyan's heart skipped a beat, even he himself couldn't tell what mood he was in right now.

The phone was turned off to mute, and the call interface flickered, Lin Zhiyan's throat was dry, he hesitated for a long time, he still raised his hand to pick it up, and got off the bed carefully.

He closed the partition door, tried not to make a sound, stood on the balcony soaked in the coolness, looked at the light of the only cell phone that was on in the dark night, and finally answered the call.

No one spoke on the opposite side, only the faint sound of breathing could be heard, and he could imagine the same scorching heat as himself.

Lin Zhiyan's hand hanging by his side tightened.

There was silence for a long time, as if two people were competing. Until the end, Lin Zhiyan couldn't help but said,

"Why aren't you asleep yet?" Obviously he wasn't the one who caught the cold, but his voice was so hoarse that people couldn't help but wonder.

There was a chuckle over there, as if with a bit of bitter helplessness: "Brother, this is the first time I've confessed to someone,"

he said, "I would be nervous too."

Lin Zhiyan only felt that his heart was being ruthlessly beaten After a bump, he pursed his lips tightly and remained silent.

Lu Ze said: "I saw the message that senior brother sent me."

He asked in a soft voice, "Can I ask senior brother why?"

Lin Zhiyan clutched the hem of his clothes with one hand and said, "There is no reason. "

He said softly: "It's just inappropriate."

"Where is it inappropriate?" Lu Ze warmly guided: "Did I do something that offended you and made you unhappy? Or do you think I don't like it?" Lin Zhiyan didn't say anything

. say.

Lu Ze was silent for a moment, and said, "Brother, this is the first time I like someone. Even if it's really inappropriate, you have to give me a reason."

Lin Zhiyan blinked his sour eyes, and sucked silently. tone.

"You are fine." He murmured, "There is nothing wrong."

Lu Ze listened to him quietly.

Lin Zhiyan looked at the dark sky outside, at the moon covered by clouds, and said slowly, "Lu Ze, do you still remember what Qin Yiming said last time?"

Lu Ze said, "What he said There are many, what did the senior brother say?"

Lin Zhiyan clenched the corners of his clothes, and said, "Just...the ones whose illegitimate children..."

The campus was very quiet at night, and he heard the phone call and was silent for a while , said: "I remember."

Lin Zhiyan said: "You may not be clear, Qin Yiming is right...I am indeed an illegitimate child." There

was no sound on the phone for a while, Lin Zhiyan couldn't help but blinked, and the figure leaning against the wall was a bit awkward. powerless.

After a long time, Lu Ze said, "So, that's what senior brother cares about?"

Lin Zhiyan opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

Lu Ze slowly said: "Everyone's birth cannot be chosen. Before you really grow up, the labels on your body are forcibly attached to you by others. For example, my Second Young Master Lu, for example, your... An illegitimate child."

Lin Zhiyan's eyelashes trembled, and Lu Ze said again: "But Senior Brother, will you let this name accompany you for the rest of your life? Senior Brother, do you want to be trapped in this cage for the rest of your life?" Lin Zhiyan was a little at a loss, while Lu

Ze Said: "Before you become a real individual, you can't change other people's views of you. But when you are truly independent, when you really have your own achievements, the so-called indelible labels will gradually fade. Other people's impression of you will change."

"For example, a professor; for example, a researcher; for example, a scientist..." "

In the future, when people mention your name, the first thing that comes to mind is your achievements and honor, and your family will only serve as a Who cares that you are an illegitimate child?"

Lin Zhiyan was silent for a long time, and licked his dry lips: "I... can I?"

Lu Ze smiled softly: "My senior brother is now a sophomore , has already been spotted by the tutor, entered the laboratory, and the future is bright, who can say that it is impossible?"

Lin Zhiyan looked dazed, and only felt that those things that had haunted him in the past were in Lu Ze's few words. It is easy to resolve, and the troubles in the past are also extremely ridiculous.

He can't decide the past, can't he also decide the future? Others can see how they want, he just needs to be himself, what else should he care about?

Adding troubles in vain.

Lu Ze leaned against the window of the balcony, looking at the dark scene outside, as if he could also imagine the same attitude of the young man on the phone.

He returned to the topic just now, and said: "So, senior brother doesn't hate me because of something I did badly, doesn't he like me?" Lin Zhiyan pinched his phone, and said after a long while: "No...

"

He looked up at the sky, the dark clouds had dispersed a little, and he could vaguely see a little bit of shining stars.

He whispered: "I don't care, but others don't care. Your friends, relatives, what do they think, what is their attitude..." Before

Lin Zhiyan finished speaking, he suddenly heard "" Puchi" let out a laugh, he paused first, and then said angrily, "What are you laughing at?"

Lu Ze couldn't hold back and laughed twice, which sounded very pleasant: "Senior brother, I'm very happy."

Lin Zhiyan shook his hand He tightened his hands, but he heard his voice softly said: "Brother said he was worried about the attitude of my friends and relatives, so can I understand that brother has considered being with me? Brother... I also like it a little bit. Mine?"

Lin Zhiyan realized, his face turned red, but his lips opened and closed for a long time, and he didn't know what to say.

How could he think of this aspect?

Lu Ze stopped smiling, and his voice was deep and reassuring: "What I like is senior brother, and has nothing to do with others." "

As for my family, senior brother can rest assured, since I dare to ask you today Confession, naturally has the confidence to persuade them."

Lin Zhiyan looked stunned.

A little smile came from there again: "So, except for these factors, just talk about the two of us." "

Brother, can I continue to chase you?"

Lin Zhiyan's heart was full, and he didn't speak.

Lu Ze smiled and said, "If senior brother doesn't say anything, I will be senior and agree?"

The night wind blew away the haze of the dark clouds, and the bright moonlight shone on the world.

Lin Zhiyan looked up and said hello in a low voice.

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