Elizabeth olsen daughter one-shots

Disappear

A request

Tw:suicide and drugs

Age:14

Ever since I was 4 I have always been somewhat invisible...

It all started when mom decided to go back to work.

Both her and dad started  working and I was mostly taken care by my nanny.

Then when I was 12 my nanny needed to go back to her home country because her kid had given birth.

A new nanny came but she sucked.

Other then that when it came to family I was like fog.

I was there before but I started to slowly fade away.

Same at school aswell.

I was outgoing and I remember I was really social aswell.

But I don't know if its because of the stuff going on at home but I started to become distant from all my friends and soon I was like fog there to.

And now at 14 I am all alone.

I'm alone at home.

I'm alone at school.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm truly here and not just a ghost haunting people.

But I'm a custom to it now.

On school mornings I quietly get ready in my room and just leave the house not even leaving a single trace of my existence.

At school I avoid bumping into anyone or saying a single word except the word.

'Present.'

When I was younger I tried.

At the beginning...

When my mom would come back home from a tried day at set I would cry and ask her about her day but she would brush me off saying she's tired.

It's the same with dad.

It's like we're just housemates and not a family.

I feel like I'm just renting a room at their house.

The house doesn't even feel like a home to me except my room.

The only place where I feel seen.

I know I'm alone even in my room but.

My room has things that I like and bought.

It shows that I actually exist and that I'm not just some invisible being.

Of course me being in such a situation isn't something that great.

I dislike it.

Being so alone and lonely...

When I was younger I would cry about it but last year...

On my way back home I found some teenagers smoking in the alley.

And they had seen me.

Them actually seeing me made me smile and one of them stumbled over to me.

"Want one? " she asked and I could tell that she was completely high.

"She's a kid Daphne! " the boy in the group yelled as he played with a lighter.

"I want one. " I said ignoring his word.

"You sure kid? " he asked also walking to me and I nodded.

He smiled and reached his hand out making me look at him confused.