Love or Fame?

Chapter 92

Well isn't this a great way to start the day? My boyfr- oops! I mean, I fiancé. I smiled at that. I love the fact that I can call Diggy my fiancé. It has a nice ring to it. Anyway, my fiancé, is mad at me, I'm debating with myself on my friendship with Damian. I think it's best if after we're done with the song, we just end it. Stop talking to each other. Just stop being friends. I'm just real stressed out about this. I have to make it up to Diggy. I hate that I'm hurting him by doing this. I love him and he's too important to me so me not being Damian's friend anymore is the best decision. On top of all that, I'm stuck in traffic. Wonderful -_-.

Finally, I'm here in the studio. While I was stuck in traffic, I decided to try to do as much as possible today so that we can get done sooner. Even if it takes all day. Hopefully, we're done with this this week. "Hey Lexi," Damian said smiling. "Hey Damian," I replied. "You okay? You seem upset," he said. "Oh no, I'm fine," I lied. "I just...couldn't sleep last night. Bad dream," I said. "Oh, well you wanna get started? The faster we start, the faster we finish right?" I smiled and replied, "right." Then we got to work.

*Diggy's P.O.V*

~Hours Later~

So I'm chillin at home waiting for my wife to be and just munchin on my KitKat. This is like my third one, fourth glass of lemonade too. Yup, this is the life right? No, I haven't been here waiting for forever. I went to see Laurie, like I said. Then, I went over to Roger's house to chill. Dude's a psycho no lie. I just got back about half an hour ago. I'm already bored. I thought Lexi would be back my now. Or earlier. I know that when she's in the studio it's hard to get her out so I wasn't surprised that she wasn't home at...*checks time* 10 PM? Really Lexi? I checked my phone to see if I had any messages or missed calls. Nope. None of that. "Where the hell are you," I said as I hit the call button. Ring. Ring. Ring. "Wassuuuup?! You already know it's ya girl Lexi V! Sorry I missed your ca-" I just hung up. Okay, now I'm getting upset. She's out this late with Damian, who she's been with all day. I decided to go over to the studio.

*30 minutes later*

I walked up in the studio like I owned it. Boss Type Shit-one of Lexi's songs. To my surprise, they weren't here. Well then...

*Lexi P.O.V*

Damian and I just finished working for the day. I took my phone out of my bag and noticed that I had a missed call from Diggy. I also noticed that my battery was about to die. 1%. Great. I tried to call him real quick before it died and as soon as I pressed call, that's exactly what happened. "Nooo no no no." I sighed heavily as I got in my car. It's bad enough Diggy was mad about me working with Damian. But now, he called me and I missed it. He doesn't like the fact that I'm with Damian so I know he must be pissed about not getting to me.

*30 minutes later*

I'm home. Hooray. Now I get to hear Diggy complain. Doesn't that sound like fun? I shut my car off, but I sat in it for a minute. I'm gonna have to deal with this anyway so I might as well go in there and get it over with and try to make things better too. "Here goes nothing," I said as I shut my car door. I walked up to the door, sighed, and opened it. It was quiet. Is he not home? "Diggy," I yelled. No answer. Well, I might as well just get in the shower and try to relax before he gets here. I went upstairs, set my phone down and plugged the charger in, then went to shower.

*after the shower*

I got out the shower, put lotion on, put on one of Diggy's big T-Shirts that I've been sleeping in which went down to my thighs, and had my hair out. After brushing my teeth, I walked out the bathroom and into the room. "Oh my gosh," I said as I jumped from being scared. Diggy was sitting on the bed looking down at his phone. He looked up at me a few seconds later. "You scared the shit outta me Diggy," I said walking over to the dresser. He remained silent but watched as I walked over to the dresser. He always loved seeing me in his shirts. Even though he'd usually end up taking them off. That's not why I had it on tonight though. I just love sleeping in them. I took my scrunchy off the dresser and put my hair up. I saw Diggy in the mirror and he was still staring. He kept his eyes on just one area though. Cake, cake, cake. But he still looked upset. I turned to face him and as I walked over to him, his eyes, his angry eyes, were glued to me. I sat on the bed and waited for him to speak. He looked away and took a deep breath. "I don't wanna fight with you," he said lowly. "All I ask, is that you be honest with me," he continued. "Where were you today?" Did he really just ask that? He knows where I was. "What?" "You heard me Lexi," he said. "Where the hell were you?" "Diggy, I told you wh- I was at the studio. You know that," I replied. "Do I," he asked looking at me again. "I told you that I was gonna be there," I replied. He got up "& you lied!" he yelled. "What do mean I lied? I was at the studio with Damian just like I said I would be." He chuckled and shook his head. "I was at the studio and you weren't there," he said. "When did you go to the studio Diggy?" He told me the time he got back and when he went to the studio and how he tried to call me. I told him about my phone dying and everything else that y'all already know. It went from us just talking, to us arguing. "I can't believe you don't believe me," I said as I sat there on the bed in disbelief. "Do you like Damian, Lexi," he asked. Is he serious? "Do you have feelings for him," he asked. I looked up at him as soon as he asked those questions. Then I just started laughing. "Did you seriously just ask me that?! You're real funny," I replied laughing. "Answer the question, Lexi," he said. "Do I have feelings for him? Hell no. Do I like him? Sure as a friend. I decided that after we're done working together, that friendship would end so you won't have to be upset if I'm with-" he cut me off. "Did you sleep with him? Huh Lexi? I can tell that you're still not over me sleeping with Logan. Was this payback? Or is it because you plan on never seeing him again?" No he didn't. "Oh my gosh," I said as I stood up with my hands covering my face. "Ohh myy gosh!" I was now leaning on the dresser. Did he really just- no he didn't. He's accusing me of- oh my gosh. "Diggy! You're accusing me of cheating on you?!" "I am," he replied. "Why the hell would I do that Diggy?!" "Payback Lexi," he replied. "Diggy I would NEVER hurt you like that! Or in any other way! I love you," I replied. This really hurt. He doesn't trust me? The irony. He doesn't trust me. Wow. "Just admit it," he said. "WHAT IS THERE TO ADMIT," I replied. He stood there with his arms folded just staring at me. I guess he was kinda shocked at how loud I just yelled at him. "You don't trust me," I asked. He didn't reply. Instead, he walked closer to me. "Did. You. Slee-" I cut him off before he could finish. "Okay, yes! Yes, Diggy, I slept with Damian," I said. He raised his eyebrows and backed away from me. How did he actually believe that? "That's what you wanna hear right? You love being right. As long as you hear what you want, even though it's a damn LIE, you're okay right?" His facial expression changed. It was...soft. "It's funny that you actually believed that. You believed the lie but you won't believe the truth. It's a damn shame. You don't trust your fiancé. I literally just felt my heart break, Diggy," when I said that last sentence, tears started running down my face. "I'd never hurt you Diggy. You know that." I wiped my tears but that didn't stop them from falling. "If you ever accuse me of cheating again, before you do that, remember this," I said as I walked up to him. "I'm not...you." He looked hurt by my last response. I looked into his eyes for a second before walking away from him and got my phone. I walked out of our room leaving him standing there, and into the guest room. I shut the door and slid to the floor and the tears just started rushing down my face. What the hell just happened?

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