Insanable! # Book 1

Chapter 53.

Divorce...

Really...

A fucking...

Divorce...

I know I left him... For fucking almost five months...

But divorce...

My heart clenched as the reality dawn upon me...

Fuck...

I close my eyes.

His touch, his eyes, his voice..

I had miss all that so much in those five months.

And he is even ready to feed your greedy father with what he want... Only for you... To be with you...

Does he..really.

Does he love me?

Or its just lust...

Damn ...

I don't know what is it but I just only know I can't repeat the same mistake again.

Living without him was like hell.

The effect of his touch on my body, which runs number of shivers run down my spine...aren't just nothing to me...

I'm fucking up my own life along with his...

Trust...

He just want me to trust him...

He say he will handle everything I just need to trust him.

Can't i just trust him..

Simply just trust him...

Whether it ends up good or bad ....we will be just ...together...

We can just face them together....all problems, all hurdles, all grief.

I face palmed myself...

I'm a dumb... A fool...

How can I be so ridiculous...

I left him when he needed me the most...

Oh no...

What kind of wife I'm...

I don't even deserve him... His love...

Fucking shit!!!!

I have done a blunder... Oh god.

Now its the time to correct it...

I wipe off my tears with the back of my hand...

I think I know what I have to do now before its too late...

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after battling for long time from myself....

Here I'm..

In front of his door again...

I close my eyes ...

"I know mom, you are always with me" I whispers slowly..and smiles...in my heart...

I took a deep breath not letting tears come out again...

I softly knock on the door...

His door...

And almost immediately, I heard a" come in..."

I open the door ajar and first peek my head in first.

Lights are on..

Our last encounter in our room, yesterday, make a blush crept over my cheeks...