NCT Jaehyun Imagines

He doesnt Like you back

"Hey?"

I saw Jaehyun sat in front of my table,at our usual spot. You two have been friends ever since. You really like him, a lot,and you really wanted to tell him your feelings.

"Hi,"I smiled brightly.

He smiled back,exposing his cute little dimples.

"Jae,"

"Y/n,"he asked cutely.

I giggled. 

"Um..i don't know how to start.."i gulp,but still smiling.

I've been waiting for this day,for so long.

He smiled,listening carefully.

"We've been friends,I mean best friends ever since,"I said, taking a deep breath.

He nods.

Okay, say it. Y/n.

"So, I've been wondering about.."I looked down.

"Us, Jae."my eyes,f lickered.

I saw his smile faded.

"I mean you're the boy I've ever love. That's why, I'm not saying anything to you,because.." I explained, I lowered my voice .

He remained silent.

My smile faded.

And he looked down,Lips apart.A bit shocked.

''Oh,I thought you'd feel the same way,I-"

"Y/n,you are my best friend.My only best friend,and i -"I cut him.

I know where this is going.

"Can't we be together?Is it hard to be true?"I asked my voice broke.

I saw he tried to say something.

"Huh? Is that all it?"I stared at his guilty face.

"Its just.."he tried to begin.

A tear escaped in my eye,I rolled my eye.

"Ahh," I said and wiped my tears away, smiling like a completely idiot.

"Y/n,"

"You wanted to stay just as friends?"i asked.

He just stared at me, his face is full of sadness.

This is painful than i thought.

But i know we can still be friends..

"It's okay."

"It's okay, if you only wanted to be friends.." my voice slightly broke.

I know he is not convince.

"You sure?"he asks.

I nod and beam.

"y/-"

"its okay.."

"By the way,how was your poem,anything there?"I asked kindly.

He always writes poem,and always wanted me to read it.

He looked at me and gave a little smile.

"Ne.I wrote it last night."he search for it in his notebook.

As i stared at his perfect features,why can't you like me back?

and started to read his poem.

I just stared at him as he reads it,with feelings.

Everything went back again.

I looked down,I can't,I can't be like this.

i looked at the ground..

I didnt know that he noticed it.

"y/n,you okay?"He asks.

i laughed lightly

"I certainly wanted to say yes,but i would be lying to myself if i didnt tell that it didn't, hurt."i said.and stood up

"You don't need to say anything."I lifted my hand surrendering.Choking with tears And walj away.

"Y/n ,wait,come on,hear me out."he called I ignored him and continue to went outside the blazing sun,going to the bus stop.

Ive done everything,cant i be the one??

"Y/n?"he called again.

And grabbed my arm.

i shoved his hands,and faced him,controling my tears as I started to say a thing.

"No,I just can't-I tried to stop,but every time i see you," I looked around we are in front of Restau.

"In our usual spot,in there,"pointing at the restau.

I saw his stare,and I know he isnt good hiding his emotion,his guilt,sadness.

"And when youre around everything come back again"i shrug as i cry

"Y/n,I know-"i cut him off.

"No,maybe i just wanted to be loved,just forget-"he cuts ne off and grabbed my shoulders looking down.

"Y/n,I love you,and it hurts seeing you like this,you deserve someone better."

"I deserve you,"i whispered,my voice is trembling.

I shoved, his hands,and looked at him.

"Its just hard,but I just need to be alone,"and walk away.