Requested by: LilZodiac
(I do hope this was to your expectation and forgive me if he seems a lil ooc. I don't know so much about Fumus and what i worked with was from his wiki so i hope you'll enjoy anyways ;;^^) (Also it's mention of abuse)
(listened to this while writing)
You have been by his side for a long time, being to scared to leave him but also your loyalty to him making you stay by his side. You knew who he was as a person and as a god, seeing him torturing innocent people for his entertainment which proved to you that the two brother's were more like each other than you originally thought.
At first it was frightening, seeing with your very own eyes what torture his poor underlings had to go through. Later you sometimes cringed at it but now you were so used to it that you blandly looked at the scene in front of you, unable to do anything but to stare and afterwards clean up the mess.
You helped his underlings with their wounds most of the time, wanting to be some kind of help to them but lately the god you worked for said that you shouldn't and that they could take care of themselves. Later on one of his 'toys' managed to leave his side and with that you had to replace her.
You had been abused by him before but this. This was something you have never expected. You couldn't even think about the things he did without you feeling sick to your stomach and feeling like you wanted to cry out in sadness and pure misery but you never did.
You couldn't even say something against him or else he'll probably get even more violent and sadistic with you. You were truly scared that your god was going to kill you one day but every time you thought he would he always stopped just at the right moment, smiling at your fragile and broken form as you often laid on his bed or on the floor crying softly and whimpering, wanting to cry out to the whole world for help but if you tried it would only make things worse.
You knew that so well. You tried sometimes subconsciously cry and yell out, your survival instincts kicking in without you knowing. It was a big mistake that's for sure. He would just get more violent and sadistic with you, wanting you to learn the lesson that even how much you cry out no one would come to your rescue. You never thought that you would experience this when you were younger. You could never guess that you would work under such a sadistic and horrendous monster but you were here now doing just that.
Today was yet another day, you woke up with pain all over your body as memories from last night came into your mind. Honestly sleeping was your favorite thing to do now, knowing that at least he couldn't hurt you in your dreams. You whimpered softly as you sat up slowly and carefully. You pulled away the covers as you looked at your bruised and wounded legs and you could see from the corner of your eye the wounds and bruises on your arm. You sighed out as you stood up and started your morning routine slowly, not wanting to start the day at all.
Even though he was like this you in some strange way felt pity for him. You always pondered why he was like this. You didn't want to think that he just was born this way, that's just stupid in your opinion. You thought that something must have happened to him but the question was what happened to him? You were to scared to question him yourself so you just held your it within you.
You walked quietly through the corridor as you approached his office, feeling scared at what he was going to make you do today or what he would do to you today. After some minutes you were finally at his door so you knocked softly onto it and immediately after you knocked you heard his stern voice say 'come in'.
You opened it softly as you saw his emotionless eyes look at some papers as he had a cigarette in his mouth, smoking it silently. You walked over to him as you stood beside him and glanced at the many papers he was holding. You stood there for some minutes until you saw and heard him push his chair backwards, looking at you with those familiar dull eyes of his.
"Sit" He simply said, patting his legs softly. You felt like a dog but you had no choice to be like one now. You nodded as you sat onto his lap, him placing his chin onto your shoulder as you felt his familiar arms place themselves around your waist surprisingly softly which made your body shudder slightly.
"I-Is something wrong?" you asked quietly, not wanting to upset the god. He was quiet for a while until his gaze landed onto your eyes. "I know what you have been thinking" he simply said, his voice still sounding monotone. "What... What do you mean?" you asked equally quiet. "You want to leave" he simply said as he inhaled and exhaled the smoke from his cigarette. You didn't want to say anything because if you lied he would probably get mad at you and if you told the truth he would probably also get mad.
"Well, even if you want i won't let what happened to Nadine happen to you, do you understand me?" he strictly said, his arms tighten around your body. "Y-Yes, Lord Fumus" you said nervously as you could see that familiar smile on his face. "Good" he simply said as he surprisingly kissed your cheek in an affectionate manner "Continue to be this obedient for me, alright?" he asked as you nodded softly, a blush appearing on your cheeks due to the sudden sweet affection coming from him which made him smile more.
He didn't know if he just thought it was entertaining to make you nervous and blush or if he thought you looked cute in it but it didn't matter because there was one thing he for sure knew. He liked you more than a god should like their underling.
