(My sad ass wanted to make something sad with Sullivan because i find him a rather sad person and him comforting someone which is also sad makes my life complete so here take this! Because Sullivan also needs some love~)
((Listened to this song while writing))
You were crying for yourself softly in the dark woods by yourself. It seems you couldn't stop your crying either since your thoughts that brought you to this state didn't seem to stop at all. You only cried and cried as more tears fell down onto the dark ground. Your sobs was quiet even though you could cry out to the whole world like this you didn't.
No one would listen now anyways so you didn't see a point to do so. Everything was gone. Nothing was there anymore. It's been like that for a while but the thought about it just made you like this. You came from another world, from another universe which you were the daughter/son of a devil/god that now was dead. The whole world was dead in fact. You were the only survivor.
You wanted to rebuild the world of course but at the same time it was to scary to do so. You couldn't do it. You were confident before but now the thought alone made you so very scared but at the same time you felt like a failure if you didn't.
Why was this so difficult!? More tears fell down onto the ground as your sobs grew louder and louder. Even if no one was here to hear your sobs it didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore. You felt regret, guilt but most of all just plain and utter sadness inside you as you felt your chest tighten up.
Why did things have to be this way? Why couldn't you be the one which was dead? Why couldn't you just rebuild the world? WHY?
Even more tears fell from your E/C eyes as you leaned against the hard tree and you looked up at the dark skies. Your puffy eyes was looking up at the starlit sky and at the shining full moon.
How fitting this scene was.
A regretful Demon/Angel shedding tears all alone in the dark night with a starlit sky and a full moon shining over them was indeed a dramatic and fitting scene which matched what you were feeling right now. You cracked a small and gentle smile at this. You closed your eyes instead as you felt your tears still gently roll down your face and fall softly on your legs and on the ground.
Suddenly you heard something rustle in a nearby bush, making you look to the bush and not even bothering to wipe your tears away. You looked at the bush in a emotionless state, waiting for whatever it was in there to come out. After some time something did come out.
A black crow came from the bush and you already knew who was visiting you. Normally you would wipe your tears away and crack a big smile, telling him that you were okay. Now though you knew that he had already heard and probably watched the whole scene with you coming to the woods, collapsing by the tree and seeing you shed tears.
"What is it Sullivan?" you asked with your broken voice. You sniffled slightly as you saw the crow approach you carefully. "I'm not in the mood for this..." you mumbled as you looked away from the black bird. "I want to be alone" you spoke quietly. The crow stood in front of you, watching you look down on the ground as you sniffled more. After some mere seconds you felt two arms around you, wrapping around your body gently and softly.
"It's okay" he only said, making more tears fall down your face and it only made your eyes ache more. "It's alright" he spoke as he took his fingers through your hair softly as his other hand was rubbing your back gently. "I know it must be hard to lose something you love" he spoke quietly as he continued to hear your sobs escape you.
You have known Sullivan ever since you came to this world. You actually meet him after he was brutally beaten by a red haired demon named Gyakuten. You helped him get on his feet and you also let him stay the night at your place instead because he was a bit scared that if he was put in a hospital the red haired demon would come back.
After that you both grew to be close friends since you could relate to him in an aspect. You didn't think that he had lost his daughter but you knew that he felt that way. You understood clearly what it felt to lose something you loved dearly. So with that you also tried to befriend his daughter Kurotsuno which you kind of did? You aren't in bad terms with her anyways and you both occasionally can hang out with each other.
You wanted to reunite them. You didn't want Sullivan to feel like this, to feel like he lost something he loved. You wanted to help him, you wanted to make his daughter and him happy but it was really hard.
You took your arms softly around him, making you bury your face against his neck. He felt that your body was starting to quiver more which made him take you closer to his body. He also started to talk to you quietly, whispering things such as 'i'm here', 'it's okay', 'you're not alone', 'it's alright'.
After some time he was leaning against the tree, holding you in his lap and you were leaning against his chest. He was resting his head on your's, still holding you close to him. He knew that you felt a lot of guilt and regret but he knew that you also felt a lot of loneliness. For some reason, even though you both have completely different backgrounds you both were still a lot like each other.
He thought it felt nice to meet someone like this, even though he knew it was selfish and to an extent evil to think this way but he just couldn't stop himself to think like that. He was just relived that someone understood him and didn't hate him. That didn't mean that he didn't want you to feel better though.
He heard that you had calmed yourself down finally. "Are you okay now?" he asked quietly. "yeah" you only responded. "that's good" he said but he still didn't let go of you, not wanting to make you feel lonely again. "Y/N...?" he said. He didn't hear an response which made him look down, seeing your eyes was closed and your mouth was slightly open.
'They feel asleep, huh?' he thought and smiled softly. 'that's good...' he thought for himself. He gave you a small kiss on your head before he leaned his head against the tree and looked up at the moon.
This is indeed a fitting scene, isn't it?
