• Bts Angst •

「 taehyung 」

"Jagi!your home!hows work?"i happily asked and pecked him on the cheek

"Super tired...."he plopped down on the bed...."jagi dont you remember what day is todayyy?"i asked slightly pouting but he cant see it because he's eyes is closed.....

Then after a few minutes i heard some soft snores "taehyung jagii wake uppp"i slightly shake him "jagiii"i swaked him up buttt still he wont budge

"Cmon jagiya--"i was closed to tears when he suddenly shouted at me "CAN YOU PLEASE STOP?!"

"Jagi--"i was cutted off by him shouting again "Cant you see im sleeping?!im tired ok?!nothings important now except for me sleeping and resting without you bugging me!"he shouted as he pushed me out of our room and shut it in my face....

Did he just forget that its my birthday?my own husband?we got married last year...

I grabbed my jacket that is hanging on the couch.....while wearing my shoes i wiped my tears....after that i stood up and left the house...ill just celebrate all by my self....

Taehyung's POV
I woke up feeling empty......i looked at the clock 9:48pm--oh shit!i forgot y/n's birthday....fuckkkkkk!
I quickly stand up and quickly took a shower

After fixing myself i shouted y/n's name "yyyy////nnn!"i shouted through the whole house but nothing
I went to the backyard, to the bathroom,the basement,all the rooms,the rooftop everywhere but nothing

Where is sheee gosh...this is all my fault....i forgot it was her birhtday....haysh....

I called her but she wasnt answering i texted and texted her....but nothing.....

Where could she be?

I went to the park,to the mall,to the church everywhere until i went to the cementry to see her om her knees crying while drinking a beer

"Why?...oppa why?!does he hate me?does taehyung hate me?am i to annoying?am i too ugly?"my heart broke at what she said "i know im not perfect nor great but im trying my best not to make mistakes...im tired...i know he is tired too but...ugh...maybe im just too annoying to him thats why he is tired...everyday im always bugging him...making him to be more tiredyyy...maybe he just marry someone else...its all my fault why he is like that...why he hates me...

I should just go with you there in heaven...i should just leave...im not the one for him...its my fault for not supporting him....."i dont hate her...its my fault...not her

I love her...so much

Shes not annoying...her voice is music to my ears...

Shes not ugly...shes more than beautiful...

She doesnt make me tired....she is my energy

Shes perfect the way she is for me

Shes important to me...shes my everything...

She was facing down while her hands were on her face as the bottle landed on the floor

She was sobbing pretty hard...

I could hear her saying...'i should just die...im not the one for him...'

I silently walked behind her crying as i hugged her from the back, i could feel her tense

"Im sorry...its my fault not yours,please dont go...i love you...i need you...your perfect just the way you are...your my life..."i said as i sobbed as well

"Im sorry..."she sobbed

"Im sorry too...i love you..."

"I love you too..."

"Oh and happy birthday...."i smiled as i turned her around and wiped her tears and kissed her on the lips...we both smiled and hugged eachother