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「 jimin 」

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Today was the day im going to break up with jimin...because im dying...so cliche right...but i dont care

I wnated to break up with him...yet i dont want to leave him...i love him too much...but i know i might broke him

But doing this...i know it will totally break him...

I wish i was never excisted if this would happen...i wish after what i will do...he will find someone who can be with him...who can truly understand him and make him smile everyday

But I was nervous as fuck

"Babe!"i turned around to see him...when he got to me he hugged me tight..."so for our date i have something planned--"

I cutted him off

"Im breaking up with you"he stopped and looked at me

Then he laughed "stop joking its not that funny babe"he looked at my serious yet crying face

"Your...your really breaking up with me?"he asked

Then he got angry

"Why?!is it because im not good enough?!or are you cheating behind my back?!"he shouted making me flinch

"You said we will grow up together!you promised you wont leave me!"thats when he was crying as well

"Jimin...promised are meant to be broken..."i say calmly "your okay with this?!your fucking calm on this state where your breaking up with me?!"

His voice broke everytime he speak and shouted

I knew im breaking him into pieces

"Jimin..."

"Tell me whats the reason!ill do better i promise!just dont leave me...please!"he cried

"Look jimin i dont love you anymore!"i lied

"I dont want to be with you anymore!i hate you!i was just pretending!i have never loved you from the very start!"i lied again...

Thats when he slapped me right across the face

"You...you fucking lier..."his tears were flowing...his voice was breaking...his heart was shattering...all because of me...

But it was for the best

"You fucking lied to me...your just the same with everyone else...so fucking fake..always hurting me and leaving me broken...

I wish i had never met you...i wish i had never saw you...i regretted being with you..."

Then he left....

I cried and cried...i tried wiping my tears but my tears wont stop from flowing

When i got home i laid on my bed...i cover my self with blankets and cried

Thinking about what hapened...

Thinking about earlier...about me and him...breaking up in one whoosh just like that...

It hurts so bad...

The pain wont stop...i dont want to leave him...i want him in my arms...but things was just a mess

His friends knows about this...i begged them not to tell him...i begged them not to tell them about my condition

They knew today i was going to break up with him...and they knew i would break his heart

AFTER THAT DAY
When i was at school...i had never seen jimin

Until i saw him with a girl...his arms around her so perfectly

Them look so perfect for eachother

Yet here i am...so broken

Regretting everything

When i looked at him we made eye contact but he quickly broke it...and continued to talk to the girl in his arms

Im happy his happy...if his smiling and if he is contented...im fine with that...even if it hurts

"Y/n did you take your medicine?"my friend asked

And i just nodded...i didnt took my medicine...i dont want to live longer...i dont want to feel pain anymore

"Okay good...so how was yesterday"she asked "he didnt took it so well...but i think he is fine now...i mean look at him his already smiling and im happy with that"i said looking at jimin

"Yet your not"i looked at her confused "you might be saying your happy...your fine...your okay...but deep inside your really broken and your heart is shattered..."

Shes right...

"Nah i dont care...come on lets eat"i replied and she just rolled her eyes at my stubborness

After we ate we went tothe rooftop...for some air

To relax even just one second

"Y/n...your getting really pale...did you really take your medicine?"she asked

"Yes i really did"i smiled "you know...i want to thank you for being here with me...for understanding me...for loving me...for being my bestest friend..."i said hugging her

That time..i felt so weak...

I knew that was the time ill be dying...i laid my head on her shoulder and slowly closed my eyes

AUTHOR'S POV
"Your welcome...im glad i could be your bestest friend...im glad to make you happy and smile--"she stopped talking when she felt y/n is not moving

"Y/n...are you ok?"thats when she realized she wasnt breathing and y/n's body fell but her friend quickly catched her

Tears were forming in her friends eyes

"Y/n wake up!please wake up!"she tried shaking her but she wont budge

She quickly called their friends for some help

"What happened?!"

"I dont know!shes not b-breathing..."she cried as they quickly carried her and they pushed all the student away

Making all the people looked at them...

"Move!move!"they quickly moved as they brought her to the hospital

JIMIN'S POV
"Move!move!"i heard someone shouted

I looked at the crowd and thats when i saw y/n?

"Y-y/n!what happened?!"i asked but they just told me to come and i did

When we got to the hospital they quickly bringed her to the ER

"Guys tell me what fucking hapened!"i shouted as tears was still flowing

I was so fucking worried....

"Look...she is dying and thats the fucking reason she broke up with you!"her friend shouted

"Why didnt you fucking tell me earlier?!"

"Because she didnt want you to know!she didnt want to be a burden!she didnt want to hurt you!she wanted you to find someone who will be with you!who will make you happy!"she answered

Thats when everything came sinking to me...

After a few minutes a doctor came

"How is she?!tell me!"i shouted as hey tried to calm me down

"Im sorry...but...shes gone..."