• Bts Angst •

「 namjoon 」

"Im sorry but you only got 24 hours to live..."

I just smiled...knowing the fact it still hurts

Would namjoon care?ofcourse not...

Im still with him still knowing the fact he is cheating on me

He doesnt love me...

He only loves me because of my money

Who would even love me?

Im not perfect as her girlfriend

When i got home i just watched tv...i have no plans to spend time with who ever

They wouldnt even care

"Hey namjoon!get me some coke in the fridge!"i said when i saw him came inside the house

Even if im like this...im so broken inside

"Here"he lazyly gave me the coke and i pat a space beside me "sit"

"I have places to go"

"No sit...just once...your girlfriend can wait"i said not looking at him while drinking my coke

He coughed and just sat beside me "i'll miss you joonie"

"Why?are you going to leave?"

"Why?do you care?"i asked back

"A bit"he says and i scoffed "you only care because of my money"i said giggling and i heard him chuckle

Maybe....this is the last time im going to hear his chuckle...his smile

"Soo...wanna go to the park?"i asked "i have to go--"

"Please just this once...i promise this is going to be the last time"i said giggling

"Okay fine..."

When we got to the park we sat down on a swing and we started to swing back and forth

"So were just going to sit here?"he asked and i nodded "this is the last time im going to say this to you..."

"What?"

"Im going to miss spending time with you"

"Wait are you leaving me?"he asked with a hint of worry in his eyes

"Maybe...maybe not"i said smiling "it depends if you want me to stayyy"i said

"Well...to be honest...i was using you for momey...but i realized...yeah i realized...i was starting to love you...and i stopped cheating on you...im very sorry for that...i really do"

There goes my heart...im so happy inside...i thought he was never going to love me...

"Thank you..."i said smiling at him

"Come on...lets eat icecream"i suggest

While we were eating icecream we were walking around the park

"Why do you look pale"he asks "because im not dark"i said and he rolled his eyes

"Why are you so tall?"i asked "because im not short"i rolled my eyes this time

"Very funny"i sarcastically said

"Come its dark now...lets go home"

When we got home...we cuddled...i know this is going to hurt him...about me leaving him and stuff

Its 11:30....30 minutes left i think...

"Lets sleep..."he says rubbing his eyes cutely....i kissed his lips...

"Im going to miss you...i love you joonie"i whispered the first part but i said the last louder

"I love you too..."he smiled kissing my cheeks...and thats when he was already sleeping

Im going to miss him...

I kissed his nose...his forehead...his cheeks...his chin...his lips...

"Im sorry..."

I laid my head on his chest...

And thats when blackness covered my eyes...

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