• Bts Angst •

「 jimin 」

We were walking in the park while i carry a bottle that has beautiful designs inside that i will give jimin later...and ofcourse im holding it behind me

But he said something that made my heart sank

"Im breaking up with you"i stopped walking...and turned to him..."your kidding right?"my voice was already cracking..."no im not"

"Why?did i do something wrong?tell me!ill do better next time i promise--"i was cutted off by a girl suddenly clinging to him "jimin...who is she?"i asked getting teary

"Look i dont love you anymore...im with her...i love her...ive been cheating on you since weve been together 4 years ago"he says not giving me any emotion on his face....he is so serious..."please...dont leave me"i cried and hugged him

But he tried to push me but i just clinged on his arm begging him not to go...but he just pushed me off him making me stumble and fall on the ground making the gift i bought smashed into small pieces

And there he left not even noticing that my hand has been cut by a glass...but what im feeling now is more painful...because the person that i love just had left me...

Then my phone rang i quickly sniff and stood up "helloooo~"i cooed

"Hiii y/n!so how did it go?did he love the gift?!"my friend jin asked "yeah he did..."i tried my best to make my voice convincing...but my voice cracked

Then heard him sighed..."ill be there in a sec"then hang up

Before you could count he was already there standing beside me crossed arm

"Cmon"he picked me up bridal style "im fine"i smiled "shut it missy your hurt!cmon!lets go to the hospital!"he says quickly a bit nervous

"Its okay its not that deep"i say as he ran to the hospital "shut up y/n!its deep!"he says...

I had notice that time that i also has a cut on my leg...a big one...and a deep one...

Just like how deep he made a cut on my heart
Jimin's POV
"Its going to be okay"

"Thank you for helping me couz"i smiled at her..."its fine!its fine!but seriously...you just broke her...i hope you know what your doing..."she says shaking her head smiling a bit

"Yeah yeah bye..."

I made my way on the hospital with my couz...and yeah the girl earlier was not really my girlfriend...it was my cousin...and i still love y/n btu i have to make sure i have to survive my operation

"Cmon mr. Park"

"The operation was a SUCCESS!!!"i opened my eyes...seeing my family in tears while smiling widely..."your fine now cousin!"

I smiled weakly...."but jimin...i have a bad news...earlier we saw y/n, she was laid down on a bed while rushing to the ER and she got a big deep cut on her leg and some cuts on her hands by a glass"my brother told me....

Cut?how?glass?

Oh shit....maybe its the bottle shes holding...i know she had something but i just pretended i didnt know...i think i pushed too much harsh and hard

Shit...shit...shit...

"And more bigger bad news....they had founded out...she has a lung cancer...."i stopped breathing for some reason

Is that why she doesnt want me to leave her?im such an idiot...im such an FUCKING IDIOT!

Then from the window...we saw nurses rushing and one doctor...i quickly sat down on the weel chair for me to use as i made my way on the place where the nurses are rushing not caring my family

"Miss Y/n!stay with us!"my heart sank to see y/n...she was shaking her hands were tightly gripped on the bed sheet as she tried to breathe

"Its going to be okay!hold on!"is that jin?

"Look at me miss y/n!hold on tight!"then they rushed trying to save y/n...i wanted to go there...but my body was in a freez mode...shaking as well

Crying...

I could hear her trying to breathe...she looks so tired and wanted to give up...she was really trying to catch her breathe

I could see a tear...flowing on the side of her eyes...as she looks on the air withe wide tired eyes

You could hear the sound of the monitor...until i hears a long dead beep....

"Clear!"

"1 2 3 Clear!"

Then they stopped....then i realized something....

She was gone...