• Bts Angst •

「 yoonkook － 2」

Author's point of view

It's been two days since yoongi and jungkook last saw eachother, both of them yearned and craved for eachothers presence. But both of them thought that it's for the best if they shouldn't go see eachother.

It would just make a huge mess, but would it really?yoongi had the thought of it, both jin and namjoon were right but they couldn't tell the future can they?even him, yoongi himself couldn't promise that he wouldn't hurt jungkook anymore. He knows he can't do that, but with his anger issues he doesn't even know anymore.

On the other hand, jungkook thought the same but with different reasons. The thought of yoongi doesn't really love him didn't leave his mind, it stayed there which made jungkook cry all the time. The voices didn't stop neither the pain did.

It just got worse and worse, but still he wanted to see his beloved yoongi,, he was just scared that he wasn't enough for yoongi to love him.

He was scared that if he tried talking to him, yoongi would just push him away and leave him just like what everyone else did to him.

Both yoongi and jungkook were a mess, they both needed eachother..they were just both scared. They both needed to talk to eachother, they were just both afraid of the possibilities that could happen.

Nevertheless they just let things be the way it should be. The others didn't agree for what they had planned to do. Taehyung loved the younger so much, it hurts. But he knew that himself and jungkook weren't made for eachother.

He just wants the bunny to be happy, even if he wasn't the reason behind jungkook's laughter and smiles. Even if it hurts him, he was willing to help. He knew that jungkook needed yoongi, the way taehyung needed him. But ofcourse, jungkook only sees him as an older brother.

Taehyung didn't complain though, it was enough for him. Atleast once in awhile he gets to spend his time with the younger.

Namjoom and jin on the otherhand thought the same, they both needed eachother. Yoongi needs the bunny back. To be honest jungkook is still one of the biggest reasons why yoongi chose to fight and kept going. Jungkook was one of yoongi's biggest inspirations in life.

So the others did they best handling the both of them and trying to fix everything. All of them knew how they both love eachother and cared of eachother. And they know that if this continues everything will be such a huge mess.

Hoseok, jimin, and taehyung found out about jungkook's depression and anxiety attacks. So they did their best to help the younger, they asked some advices from their namjoon hyung which helped them alot and helped jungkook alot.

They went to see a psychiatrist, which helped jungkook alot. Jungkook himself wanted to get better so he agreed to do it. He wanted to get better for his self and for his yoongi hyung. He knew that if he gets better enough, yoongi would finally accept him.

Namjoon and jin knew about how jungkook went to see a psychiatrist, they both decided to tell yoongi that. They thought it would help yoongi feel a bit better knowing that soon jungkook would be okay.

They didn't stop talking to him, and tried sorting things out. Yoongi let every grudges and anger out, and tried controlling his anger as much as he can. He let every problem he has out, he talked his way out of it and it helped him too.