• Bts Angst •

「 namjoon － 1 」

HEY READERS!this is a request from @NamMinGi!

IMPORTANT:
Oh btw this contains a bit of abusivenessy stuff...you know the punching,kicking and all...just wanna try something new...but if you guys dont like this you could always say it in the comments...thank you!💕💕

Y/n's POV
"YOU IDIOT I TOLD YOU TO COOK ME SOMETHING ELSE!"i quickly bowed "im sorry sir"

"Shut up!"he kicked my leg as he slapped my cheek

"Go upstairs you useless Girl!"i quickly nodded trying not to cry as i ran upstairs to my room

And finally the tears stared to fall

"Shit...i need to cover this up very quick...i still have to go to hell"i said to my self getting my foundation as i covered up my bruises

But while im walking to hell-i mean school...i cant help but cry...i just want to die...

I cant help it anymore...

It all started when my mom died...my dad became an alcoholic man...he started to abuse me...

I cant even call him dad anymore...i tried suiciding many times but someone is always stopping me...something is always stopping me...everything is always stopping me

Stopping me from everything that makes me feel happy and contented...and that is suiciding

Something is always stopping me from suiciding...

Suiciding is the only solution and the only thing that makes me feel happy...

Yet...they wont let me die...

I dont know why...

So i just cry everyday praying and hoping that everything is just a dream...

But its not...this is the reality...this is the truth...reality is harsh...truth hurts...

You dont know whats coming or whats going to happen to you in reality...and when you get it...its pretty harsh

And truth...truth hurts...every fact and truth hurts...but lets face it...

This is life...life is a challenge but...for some people....there are challenges that are too hard...

And im one of that people

The people who gets the worst things...

While others gets the best things...

Life is just unfair...

SCHOOL
"Nerd Alert!"i looked down as the seven guys surrounded me and the leader was infront of me

"Hey y/n...how is it going?"namjoon asked and i didnt answer because i was too scared

"Answer me!"i flinched at his voice "f-fine..."i stuttered

And namjoon took his hand out

I looked at his hand

"GIVE ME YOUR FREAKING MONEY!"He shouted

"I-i dont have anything right now"i stuttered again...

"Tsk...just what i thought...beat her up"

And finally...

They started to hurt me....they started to punch me in the stomach

They started to slap me...

They started to kick me...

And a few minutes later im laying in the ground

"Come on"namjoon ordered