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「 jungkook － 3 」

Jungkook's POV
Its been three days since i saw her...she hasnt been going to school since the day we 'TALKED'

I realized i really had changed

I didnt know why i did that...its just that i felt i need to...but yet i feel guilty and sad...so lonely and empty without her

If something happened to her

Its all my fault

I will never forgive myself

"Omg..."
"Did you heared what hapened?"
"Y/n is at the hospital since 3 days ago...and she is in a coma"
"Yeah the rumors said she drowned in a river..."
"Maybe she jumped?"
"Maybe...or maybe someone pushed her"
"But if she did jump...why did she jump?"
"Haysh poor girl..."
"Maybe its because of jungkook..."
"Yeah maybe..."

I looked at them and they quickly looked away and went to their things

Shes at the hospital?
She drowned?
Shes in a coma?
How...

What...

Is it really my fault?

After school i went to the hospital

How did i know which hospital?because i asked the teacher if your curious

When i got there i asked her name and i went to her room

To see a guy...that looks like her...

"Who are you?"he asked after i opened the door

"Her friend...you?"

"Her brother...who abandoned Her "my breath hitched...so he is her brother

"She hasnt been waking up since they saw her body in the river..."

"But she is still alive and they said her head must have hit on a rock"he added and thats when i see a bandage on her head

"Ughh"we quickly looked at her...she was awake!

"Y/n!"

She looked at her brother then to me...

"Y/n...im sorry"her brother says "y/n...please forgive me...im sorry...but im here now..."her brother cried

"Excuse me...who are you?"she asks us both

"Y/n...im your brother..."

I was just there standing...with my tears flowing non stop...it hurts to see her like that

Especially when its my fault

"Y/n..."thats when i spoke "its me jungkook...your friend who liked you for a very long time...your friend who betrayed you...who hurted you and who is sorry for everything i did...."i cried holding her hand

"Jungkook...i think i had heard that name before..."she smiled

"And your name is?"she ask her brother " kim taehyung..."he smiled

"Lets...start over..." she smiled

Its sad...how she forgot me...but now..i want to make a new start...