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「 jungkook － 1 」

I heard the door shut...and there appeared my cheating husband who came from 'practice'

"Kookie-ah your home!"i called my husband"hey babe"i faked smile

When he hugged me i could smell a girl's perfume and i could see that hickies he is obviously trying to hide away from me

"So how's practice?"i asked

"Tiring"he said as he stretched "tiring really"i sarcastically asked "huh?"

"Nothing come i made your dinner"

"Maybe later im kinda full"

I back faced him "full eating/eating someone's face"i muttered

"Did you said anything?"he asked "nothing i said go take a shower you look realy tired and really stinky so go"i said shooing him and he just smiled

I raised an eyebrow "what?go upstairs"

"Arent you missing something?"he asked pointing at his lips

I rolled my eyes...i wouldnt kiss my husband's lips when its already covered with germs by that other woman he is kissing

That which he thought i didnt know

"Go brush your teeth first ,i wont give you any kiss if you wont brush your teeth"i said...but smiled in the end

"Finee"before i could turn around he suddenly kissed my cheeks and ran to our room

I shook my head in entertainment, giggling

"I know he is cheating...but why...why can he still make me feel this way..."i sighed sadly smiling

Went i was about to go to our bedroom i heard him talking to someone in his phone

"Look..lets just stop...its not working...i want this to stop...she is going to get hurt...i dont want to hurt her...i only love her...you will never ever make me change my mind"i stopped

"I love her...remember that...stick it inside your thick head...i will never love you...my heart belongs to her.."he added and i smiled...silently crying

I dont know why im crying

"I cant find someone like her...even if i find someone i will still choose her...because she is unique...she is my wife..thats why i proposed to her...because i know she is the one for me

She may be not perfect but she is perfect to me in her own ways...

She make me feel something that others couldnt do...she makes me smile in just her little actions...i couldnt bare to lose her...so stop it...you will never ever get my heart...because my heart belongs to y/n..."then i heard him hang up

"Babe...i know your in there...i could here you sniffing..."jungkook said

Then he opened the door...i finally saw his face...but his eyes were red so was his nose

"Im sorry baby...im so so so--"i cutted him off with a kiss

"Its fine jagi..."i smiled

"Thank you...but still im sorry...i shouldnt have agreed to that...i should had told you about it last week...im really sorry..."

I hugged him(he already took a shower and brushed his teeth)

"Its fine..."i said but more like a whisper as he hugged me back

"Its not fine..i hurted you...i hurted my wife...i dont want to hurt you..."

"Thats why i love you...your so caring...i love you"

"I love you too...now come on lets watch netflix!"he said smiling and breaking our hug as he wiped my tears and gave me a passionate kiss

Thats when...my eyes got blurried...my head started to throb...my heart...started to ache real bad...

thats when i found my self in the ground while jungkook was screaming my name...

Jungkook's POV
I was panicking...we were waiting here outside the ER with my friends and her parents

"Oh my god"i cant stop crying

It was unexpected

She fainted in my arms after screaming...saying that it hurts cluching her chest

Flashback
After i broke the kiss she suddenly stopped...then she started to look pale

She slowly clutched her chest then she started to scream

"Y/n!babe!are you ok?!"i was shouting but im not angry

She suddenly look like she is going to faint...and she did..."jagi!jagi wake up!y/n!"
End of the flashback
"Family of the patient?"

We quickly went to the doctor and bombared him with questions

"shes fine...but we found something but before i could tell you...is she any perhaps had a condition?"the doctor asked

"Yes..."i looked at y/n's mom

"When y/n was a kid she was always tired...and she always get head aches and always get pale

We went to her old doctor and we found out that she has a hole in her heart"my heart sank

"Thats the thing i was going to say...she has a hole in her heart...and did she stop taking any treatment or any medicines to take?"the doctor asked

"Yes...she did stop from getting treatments...she said she wanted to stop..."

"Well you shouldnt stop treatments because its going to get worse...and just like i said she has a hole in her heart and its just got worse when she stopped getting treatments"

"But she will be alright right?"i nervously asked....why didnt she tell me this?

"She will be alright...but not for long because her heart is getting weaker by the moment so i suggest if we do a surgery"

"Lets do a surgery"

"No thats to risky!"

"She can do it...shes a strong girl"

"Ok...but if something happens to her..."

"Dont worry mr. And mrs. We will do our best...the surgery will be done tomorrow night...you can go see her"

We nodded "thank you doc"the doctor smiled at us and nodded

We went to y/n's room...when we got there she was already awake...then she looked at me

"Why didnt you tell me"my voice trembled as i hold her hand and bringing it close to my lips

"I-i...im sorry..."