• Bts Angst •

「 jimin 」

"Can you help me?"

"What is it?"

"Im inlove with someone" and with that sentence...i was shattering into pieces

Ive always have love jimin...but know i know i dont have a chance...because he just said he loves someone else

It hurts...very much

"With who?"

"Its a secret"

"Come on tell me"

"Shes someone you know very well"

"My mom?"

"Fvck no*chuckling*"

"Its soyoung?"

"Hmmm...maybe but maybe not"

"Maybe it is soyoung...okay ill help you"

"Okay niceee"

"Soo what kind of girl is she?"

"She is cute...she is really funny she always make me smile"

"How come i dont know who this girl is?"i asked grinning and then he blushed

Even though he likes someone else...im still happy for him

"I just told you, you know her"

"Well how come you just said it to me now?why not before?"

"I dont know...i really like her..no scratch that i love her...like very very much...so she likes cats she is scared of dogs, she loves vanilla, and she is short but slim legs small nose, cute eyes , wavy hair and stuff"

Weird...thats how i look but...maybe he likes my sister

But my sister is 28 years old...and im just 19...but maybe he still likes her?i mean my sister is beautiful and cute

And its also impossible to be me...im weird

"Okay chim chim how about lets start with the basics...try to ask her out"

"You know im a coward..."

"Aigoo...fine...then you could give her flowers or chocolates or a gift"

"How about a teddy bear?"

"Thats fine"
I wish he could give me a teddy bear...i always wanted one

"Okayy good well can you go with me to the mall?"

"Sure"

MALL
"So lets buy a teddybear"we were at a teddy bear shop at the mall...i was staring at one bear

It was so cute and just looking by it

I know its fluffy

"How about that?"he pointed at the bear i am looking at...aww i always wanted that...well that girl is surely lucky

After we bought the bear he dragged me into a jewelry shop

While he was doing his thing i was looking at the rings

The wedding rings

While looking jimin suddenly dragged me out of the store again

"You know if you keep pulling my arm i think my arm is going to fall off"i said glaring and slightly pouting at him

"Cute"he giggled and while...i was blushing asf

"Shut up,look where are we going anyway?"i asked

"We are going to watch the cinemas"

"And also about that helping thing i give up on that...i will just enjoy my time with her"he said winking at me

"Wait what"when we reached inside the cinema he was gone

And it was dark

"Jimin?"i called out until someone lead me and it startled me "where is jimin?"i asked but the person didnt speak and suddenly

A clip was showned

Dear y/n....

I LOVE YOU

Then another clip showed

It was a video about...me?

It was my pictures...that i didnt know i have...because it was taken by not me...

"Wait who took this pictures?"

Then it all went black again...until lights started to appear in the floor...leading me somewhere

and without thinking i followed the lights

And it lead me to a person facing me but backwards

"Um...sir can you tell me where jimin is?"i asked tapping the persons shoulder

Until it faced me and suddenly kissed me...

It was jimin...he broke the kiss while smiling and i was blushing hard

"J-jimin..."

I touched my lips...

"For you"he gave me...a bear...the bear that i always wanted...so...oh my god...

My eyes widdened more "so the girl is.."

"You"

I smiles and hugged him and he hugged me back...

"I love you since the very start...i had no corauge to tell you what I feel...I'm so freaking in love with you...and it finally took me the courage to tell you how I feel...I love you...y/n...I fucking love you..."he placed his face on the crook of my neck

"I love you too..."