• Bts Angst •

「 jimin 」

People change...

"I mean...its n-not a big deal..."i stuttered "not a big deal?look your boyfriend just forgot your anniversary for like the 3rd time do you know hoe much hurts...cant you feel the pain he has been giving you"my friend says

"Come on...its just an anniversary...and were adults...i meand adults f-forget"my voice kept cracking as i fiddle my fingers

"Y/n...people change...love change...realtionship change especially when you let him do things you should not let him do

Like go to the bar...and like seriously you just let him go somewherea and everywhere he wants to go..."my other friend says...

"And you should be atleast be tight and have rules...your his girlfriend you also have right to be worried"

I sighed..."its fine..."

After the meet up we went to the hopital...

"Are you sure you dont want treatments?"the doctors asked and i shooked my head surely

My friends sighed at me "okay...in that case you only have 6 months to live so spend your time with your love ones and do everything you always wanted to do"the doctor smiled and i nodded smiling back

"Thanks doc"

When we left the girls tried to talk to me but i wont response properly "hey so what are you going to do with jimin?"my friend asked

"Spend my last few months with him...and with you guys and alone..."

"Okay ill text you guys later"

The i closed the door

"Jimin??!"i shouted thinking if he is here until i heard someone talking in our room

"Ughh oppa when are you going to tell her she is just a bet?!"i heard a high pitched voice says

"Dont worry we will tell her later"

"She is so boring..."i heard jimin said "but even if she is boring i started to fall inlove..."my heart beat fast as i thought i had a chance

"Shes just a bet get that on your thick head...you love me not her she is useless and worthless"

"She doesnt deserve anything and anyone"the girl added

I opened the door revealing them both their eyes widden but he girl quickly smirked

Tears kept flowing on my cheeks "leave...i dont care anymore...even if im a bet...shes right i dont deserve anyone and anything...so pease leave...you already succeeded breaking me and tearing my heart apart

Im so stupid to fell inlove with you...im sorry if im so boring...im sorry for being ugly and for everything so please leave now before i explode"

With no hesition the girl slapped me in the face

"Ill wait for you in the car jimin"the girl said "and as forbyou its for you and that slap is because of being so clingy to my boyfriend"she flipped her fake long hair and left

"Y/n...i-im sorry..."i just smiled at him "no need to say sorry...its not just your fault its mine too...i was so fucking stupid to believe you"

"So please leave jimin..."

"Can i atleast get a hug?"he asks "ne"we hugged but i quickly broke it as he left

He left my crying...

Yes he said sorry...but i cant...icant just accept hid apologize...

Theres no need to forgive him im going to die anyway he will just forget me like the others

The docter texted me suddenly...he said what he said earlier was a mistake...not 6 months...but 6 days...

I replied ok and thanks

As i went to the bathroom...

I just want to end my life here...

So i took he bottle of my sleepibg pills when sometimes i cant sleep properly

I shove the pill inside my mouth all of it...until i got dizzy

Then i fainted...this is it...goodbye world...