• Bts Angst •

「 jungkook － 2 」

..."how did you know??"he asks curiously.

"well duh, i'm her friend. You should go ask her out, you two will make a great couple"i always thought that i was great dealing with heartbreaks, but i was wrong. Till then i would just find myself crying mostly every night till i fall asleep.

Liking your bestfriend who's younger than you and then lying about your feelings towards him for 2 years straight it pretty shitty and painful if you ask me. I'd rather stay being friends with him than ruining our friendship because of me, i'm afraid that if i do confess to him..i'd loose him

"thank you very much noona"he happily exclaimed as he hugs me tightly, i hugged back and pulled away immediately giving him a small smile.

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"Noona!i asked her out and she said yes!"jungkook squeeled like a girl

Soyoung was with her other friends

Yes we are friends and were close but when it comes to school were always away from eachother

While im at school im with jungkook

"Oh thats awsome!"he smiled at me when suddenly he hugged me "thank you very much"

I smiled and hugged him back "your welcome"

"Okay noona ill just talk to soyoung see you later!"he broke the hug abd waved as i waved back then he ran away

After 4 weeks
Its been really miserable for me this last 4 weeks

Jungkook has been avoiding me and he had changed

He became a bad boy

He has been really rude and really mean and now...he is a bully

And he is bullying me everyday...and he hasnt been smiling...and i wanted him to smile

"Jungkook"i called him "what bitch?"see what i mean...

"Umm...can i talk to you?"

"You are already talking to me"okay that was embarrassing

"Well i was wondering...were did my beloved jungkook go?"i asked

"Oh him?he is long gone"he says coldly as he looked around bored and annoyed

"Jungkook please...i miss you"i said and i can tell he was suprise when he suddenly looked at me but quickly scoffed and looked away

"And i like you...no i love you since the very first--"he cutted me off "are you done?"

"I--"

"Look i dont have time for this shit so i dont care...what a waste of time"he says and walked away

"And p.s. i will never like you back"i could tell he was lying...but who am i to judge

"Ok...just...always smile and i hope you wont forget me..."he stopped for awhile but left and i was here...started to tear up...

I went to a park...

Im so lonely and depressed

I have no one in my left expect jungkook and soyoung but ofcourse they left me as well...they are just the same as everyone else

In this park...theres a bridge..and here i am standing in the edge

"Should i jump?"i asked myself...if i stay..i have no one...and ill still be miserable

But if i jump everything will end here and i will hve no more problem and just be happy again

No one will care if im gone because im a nobody...nobody knows i excist

I took a deep breath while tears are flowing nonstop

Then...i jumped...