• Bts Angst •

「 jungkook 」

Requested by @SharmaineEspiritu8

3rd person's point of view
"What are you doing?"y/n immediately felt a sharp pain on her chest. Fuck, it hurts. Just seeing your man with another woman who happens to be his ex, surely hurts like a bitch.

"Oh y/n, you're home."jungkook smiled like as if things were just fine. And it made y/n mad but she chose to stay calm. Yelling at her to get the hell away from his man probably wouldn't do any good.

She then looked at the woman sitting next to her with a forced stiff smile. It was pretty obvious that none of those two woman wanted to see eachother that time. The tension was just thick.

"Sorry I didn't got to text you about e/n here. It was pretty sudden to be honest."jungkook said as the smile on his lips didn't budge at all. To him, it feels like everything was just right. But to y/n, things weren't definitely just right.

And that's where it started.

Ever since that day jungkook had invited his ex on their house, things changed. Things always changes, and it scared y/n. She doesn't know what will happen next but she couldn't do anything about it now.

"Get the hell away from him, or I'll fucking fight you."those words just wanted to make y/n laugh. Those words from jungkook's ex almost made y/n laugh. Sure it wasn't funny, but who the fuck was she to tell y/n to get the hell away from jungkook?

Y/n didn't wanna fight no one. It wasn't right at all.

She just wants to live happily with her boyfriend in peace. But now that his ex is on the way, how could she do so?

Whenever his ex would try to fight her,

He wouldn't even try to make excuses and just be on his ex's side. It was surely fucked up. With that, things were starting to get clearer and clearer for y/n.

And it scared her.

There was a possibility at jungkook would leave her.

But she trusts him,

She still does.

And jungkook knows that.

"Jungkook you love me right?"jungkook looked at her. He doesn't know what to say. To be honest, he could answer that question already. But he couldn't seem to do so.

He himself was confused.

They were together for one and a half year and things weren't rushed at all. They took their time to get to know each other. But jungkook was afraid.

He was afraid of letting her in. What if she leaves him too?

"Baby just come back to me, I'm here. I came back see?i won't ever leave you again."his ex told him so. That's what his ex told him. Sure she left him—but..she came back. His ex came back.

Does he really love y/n or not?or does he still has feelings for his ex?

Jungkook wasn't a bad person. He's a human too. He gets hurt too. And his past wasn't pretty at all. It was all because of his ex, who now came back and was now trying to get him back. Trying to manipulate him. Trying to convince him to break up with y/n.

Now because of his ex, he keeps on telling his self that he still loves his ex.

It was fucked up.

He keeps on telling his self that he needs to break up with y/n so that he could finally be happy with his ex. That's the right thing to do..right?-he thought.

While y/n on the other hand keeps on convincing herself that jungkook still loves her. He still does..he wouldn't just leave her off like that..right?