• Bts Angst •

「 yoonmin － 4 」

Taehyung's POV

"Let's go?"i say and he kept quiet i sighed and grabbed his hand but he quickly pulled away

i grabbed it again and intertwined my fingers with his

i dont fucking know what im doing but i love it

CONTINUATION:

Jungkook's POV

i felt my heart beats fast..what is he doing?isnt this what he wanted?for me to ignore him?..i fucking hate him..for making me feel so confused and so ugh

we walked hand in hand until we got to the grocery store..seriously this guy

"hey im talking to you"i didnt even notice that we were already in the grocery store, well its pretty near our dorm so i dont see any reason for jin hyung to ask taehyung to come with me.."im asking you something"

"huh?uh what?"he rolled his eyes "the list"i nodded and gave him the list, he is still holding my hand.

while we were buying the things we needed i tried to pull my hand back but he kept pulling it back and just pull me closer to him..he asked me a few question adn tried to make a conversation but all i ever did was shrug the whole time.

after 30 minutes of taehyung buying all the things written in the list he dragged me along with him to a park "let's sit down here for a bit"he lets go of my hand and immediately my hands craved for his..i felt my hands went cold without the warmth of his hands.

"jungkook can you please talk to me"he say but i didn't look at him and just played with my phone"kookie"i ignored him

"yah!"he took my phone away and when i turned to him his and my face were so close to eachother"i told you to talk to me"he then placed his lips on mine but i quickly pulled away with teary eyes

i stood up but he pulled me back. I pulled back a lot harder"kookie--"i faced him"don't call me that please"his expression changes when he saw my face "can you please stop?"i asked wiping the tears rolling down my cheeks.

"huh?"

"can you please just stop everything everything your doing to me?!all you did was make me feel worse about myself!you made me feel horrible..i felt horrible because i liked you..a guy..i know theres nothing wrong with being a gay..but i fell in love with my best friend and i know that you don't like me back..i felt horrible at that..you told me to ignore you and to never bother you again and that's what i'm doing taehyung!but why?!why are you doing this now?!dont you dare kiss me just because you felt guilty and just because you and jimin broke up!"i cried

"jungkook--""i don't even know what to do with you anymore..your expression when i confessed to you its like your so disgusted by me..am i disgusting?is it disgusting to fall in love with your best friend.."i looked at taehyung to see him crying.

"i know i did wrong jungkook..i know i made a mistake..i know i hurted you so bad and i'm sorry..i-im sorry if i kissed you, im sorry if i ever made you feel horrible and disgusting jungkook please im sorry.."he cried"i didnt kiss you because of guilt and i didn't kiss you just because jimin and i broke up but jungkook i love you"i angrily slapped him across the face

"dont..taehyung no"i furiously say "you dont tell people you love them because your just guilty and shit"

"im guilty but i kissed you because i love you jungkook!"he hugged me but i pushed him away "no you don't..don't love me because i love you, love me because you love me because that's what i deserve"i say, i grabbed the bags laying in the ground.

A/n:'wag mo akong mahalin dahil mahal kita, mahalin mo ako dahil mahal mo ako'

Taehyung's POV