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「 namjoon － 2 」

Instead going to the bar...i went to the park crying...because of everything ive did to y/n...

I was guilty...i was so guilty...i regretted everything...for what i did

But i cant face her right now...im so guilty and so much regretful for everything ive done

I should have let her explain...

I should had let her talk to me but instead id ignored her and cheated on her just for my payback

Until i found out that...that was y/n's cousin...

I was crying until it rained...the droplets fall to the ground just like my tears

The rain was so hard just like the way i sob

I felt so empty...

I felt so bad...

I felt so guilty...

I felt like i dont deserve her...when i really dont

But right now...i feel something bad...

I can sense something happening to y/n until a message has arrived

I opened it...it was from y/n...

FROM:Y/N😘
Hey namjoon....i hope your happy now...im so so sorry for everything...for my mistakes for my imperfecr ways and flaws...sorry for beibg the worst girlfriend just like what youv said whenever we fight...but...i really tried my best to be the best for you...but you kept ignoring me and pushing m away...i know i had a mistake...i hugged another guy...but that was my cousin...im sorry i didnt tell you earlier...its because you wont let me explain but not that im blaming you...im really sorry...i also have been keeping a secret but i was planning on telling it to you but ofcourse a problem showed up and it got messy and i didnt know how to say it to you...but im dying...i have a really bad condition...but its okay...i still can handle the pain...but now...i think its time for me to rest...i will always love you namjoon...you will always be in my heart no matter what....i hope you can find the right woman for you...the one will make you happy and be with you forever...i love you...hope you wont forget me and i will miss you..bye namjoon...

Xoxo Y/n~

My eyes widden at the message she sent...i quickly went to the hospital...i know where the hospital is...we already had go there because she has a high fever and so yeah

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Author's POV
He ran...he ran like theres no tomorrow...because his tomorrow was going to leave him...his everything...his world is going to leave him

When he ran the water splashes so hard every steps he take

He was crying...panting...so tired...so wet but he didnt care

His lover is dying...

He ran and ran until he reached the hospital

He was wet...soaking wet from the rain as tears wont stop from flowing on his cheeks down to his chin

When he asked where is her room he quickly ran to the 4th floor as he stumble everytime he ran because it was slippery because he was wet

"Y-y/n"he looked at the bed...there laid her lifeless body as the nurses and her doctor tried to save her...

But it was to late...

She already left him....