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「 yoonkook － 1 」

yo peeps i'm back HAHAHAHA As ya'll can see, jungkook x yoongi. wihihi i ship YOONKOOK!idunno why but fuck it HAHAHA i love yoonkook periodt.

Okay so this chapter includes fluff, depression, suicidal things and obviously angst. If some of you are sensitive with the topic depression and suicide well it's better if ya'll don't read this chapter cuz there will be alot of not so great things will happen in this chapter.

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Author's POV

Jeon jungkook, also known as the golden maknae of bangtan sonyeondan. He is known for his amazing and angelic voice, his incredible talent on dancing and such and he is known for being yoongi's boyfriend. Everybody knew about them, and when they did announced their relationship in the public, things turned out great. They had such supportive fans, but ofcourse there were some bashing them but yoongi didn't let anything go out of hand.

It was a stormy night, jungkook told his boyfriend that he wanted to watch a movie on the living room, but yoongi was tired so he first went to sleep. Jungkook didn't want yoongi to get tired so he let him be. But since there was a storm, jungkook was about to stand up when suddenly the power went off and it made jungkook scared. So he took his blanket and rushed upstairs to their room

"Yoongi hyung?"jungkook beamed, his eyes lit up. He ran to yoongi and hugged him "hi bunbun"yoongi smiled warmly "can we cuddle?the power went off, there's a storm"jungkook asked him with pleading eyes "okay sure, here baby" Yoongi noticed the shaking hands of jungkook so he held them and planted a kiss on the back of jungkook's hand. "Don't worry baby, i'm here"yoongi says hugging him and it made jungkook feel safe.

They have been dating for 3 years and jungkook has a disorder, where he acts like a child like a kid. And wherein he is willing to undergo any risky thing just to get noticed and to get attention. (I don't really know things about disorders but when i searched it up i think it's called Factitious Disorder, please correct me if im wrong mwuamwua) and he was diagnosed with depression

Everybody knows about yoongi and jungkook's relationship but no one knew about the disorder and that jungkook was diagnosed with depression..no one knew but yoongi, but there is a secret jungkook wanted to keep for life..he didn't want others to know what he had been through when he was just a kid. He always loved attention and he always loved when he is being taken care of. Yoongi on the other hand didn't have any problems with that. Yoongi loves him with all of his heart, he'll do anything just to make his baby happy.

Jungkook always loves cuddling, kisses and such. He always wanted to get yoongi's attention especially before when they weren't really dating. He wanted yoongi to notice him. So he did everything that he could just to make yoongi notice him. And for the past 3 years yoongi found out about his disorder and still loved him until now.

He liked giving his baby attention but sometimes jungkook is a bit much for him to handle. Especially when he's working like writing a song for their comeback. He likes it when it's quiet and no one is disturbing him, in that way he could easily write a song. "Still not asleep yet?"yoongi asked when he saw jugkooks eyes opened a bit "i-im scared"jungkook exclaimed and when he did a loud thunder rang through the walls and it made the younger flinch and shake.

Yoongi hugged him closer as he plants a kiss on his forehead "don't worry baby, i'm here. I'll stay with you until you fall asleep"yoongi gave him a reassuring smile and it made jungkook smile as well.

Jungkook wrapped his arm around yoongi's waist and snuggled up closer. Yoongi caressed his head remembering the memories he made with jungkook, those memories..those moments he wish he won't forget.