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「 namjoon － 2 」

Hey guys this is the part 2 of @NamMinGi! Hope you guys like it!thank you❤

Namjoon's POV
"Y/N!"i shouted and ran as fast as i can

"WHERE ARE YOU Y/N!"we called and called for y/n's name

But we cant find her...where is she

Where could she be...until we heard a big splash we quickly went to the bridge and saw y/n sink

"Y/N!!"i shouted nearly crying trying to find a way to save y/n

And there i got an idea

I quickly gave them the stuff im carrying and i took off my shoes and my jacket

"WAIT FOR ME Y/N"

"WOAH NAMJOON"
"NAMJOON GET DOWN FROM THERE!"
"Bro its too dangerous!"

Before they could say more i dived where she let her self fall

When i felt the water around me i quickly tried to find y/n...and i saw her in the bottom

I quickly go and swam deep to get her

And when i reached her...i held her hand and i bringed us up to get some air

But when i did she was not breathing...her skin was pale

"Sh*t"i tried to find a way to get us out of here

And there not so far i saw the guys standing waving to us...

I quickly gave all of my strength just to swim us there...it was a bit far...but i made it

"JUNGKOOK!quickly call the ambulance!"jin shouted and he nodded

"GIVE HER A CPR!"suga shouted at me not that he is angry...we were worried asf because we know its our fault why shes like this

"Y/n..."

"JUST DO IT WE KNOW YOU LIKE HER SO SHUT THE FVCK UP AND GIVE HER A CPR"he shouted again

"Okay okay"

I quickly gave her a cpr a multiple push(?) on the chest and a mouth to mouth cpr

I know its not the time to blush but while doing a cpr on y/n is making a blush on my cheeks

And finally after a few minutes she coughed up some water and tried to catch her breath as she hold into me

"Breath y/n breath"i say "w-why did you s-save me"she cried...i hate seeing her like this

The boys sighed in relief when they see y/n alive

"Y/n--"she cutted me off "i want to die!not because of you guys!i want to die...things are not so well for me!

Do you know how much it hurts...how much it hurts to be like this...i hate feeling like this..."she sniffed

"Y/n...i know it hurts...were really sorry...especially me...im very sorry...i know i did wrong...i dont need your forgiveness...i just want to tell you were sorry..."i say

"Dont worry the ambulance is coming..."

Hospital
"Dont worry shes ok now"we were startled by the doctor by saying that and popping out of nowhere

"Shes a hundred and one percent safe now..."the doctor smiled making us smile

"Can we see her?"i asked and the doctor nodded

When we entered y/n's room...her head turned to us...she was quiet...not saying anything...

"Y-y/n"i called her name after the doctor left

"Were really sorry...i know we made a big mistake especially me...were sorry for hurting you...we really are...its just...dont kill yourself"

"Arent you the ones who always say that i should die and stuff like that"she chuckled asking

We kept quiet "and now your quiet--"i hugged her "you can hate us all you want because you have the right to hate us...

Its okay if you dont forgive us...just listen that were sorry...really really sorry..."after i hugged her....she sat down in her bed

And she cried...

"Y-you should have let me die..."she whispered...

"Im such cry baby..."she lightly chuckled...

She stayed quiet the whole time...and that wholr time we never left...

I dont want her killing herself again...

I dont want to see her in pain..yet im the one who hurt her...

Im so freaking stupid...

Yet...i still have the guts to fall inlove with her more even if were in this situation...

After 2 years
"YAHHHHHHHHH STAP ITT!!"she shouted "guys help me!kookie!help meeee"she ran away from me as i chase her laughing

"Ill save you noona!!!!!"jungkook shouted

"Seriously i dont really have time for this...i have a song to finish"yoongi hyung says and i nodded

"Yah jungkook dont touch her!"i shouted and finally got y/n

"OH MY GOD HELP ME GUYS HE STINKSS"y/n dramatically says

"Girls this days..."jin shooked his head sighing

"Byebye y/n!see you laterrrr!"taehyung says "noooooo this guy is going to killl meeeee with his stinkiness"she dramatically says again making us laugh

"Kidding!byebye!"she says after standing up

"See ya hyung!"jimin says and i waved byebye and they left

I closed the door and saw y/n with her phone sitting in the counter

I went to her and hugged her

I was standing between her legs and my arms are around her waist while my head is in her shoulder

"Yah...im reading something"she says "wattpad again?"i asked "yep..."she smiled

"Just read that later"i pouted "okay okay...fine"she smiled and put her phone away

She put her arms around my shoulders and i looked at her

"I cant believe...that your mine...after what happened 2 years ago..."

"Yeah"she chuckled..."but i didnt regret you being mine...."i smiled widely...

I raise my head up and made our forhead touch

"I love you y/n...very much"i kissed her on the lips

"I love you too"she smiled after kissing me

"Oh and from now on..i dont want you to be near with any guys but me"she smirked "i dont care if im jealous...i dont want to lose you"i say as i nuzzled my face on the crook of her neck

She laughed and nodded...

I really dont regret being with her now...because now that im with her now...i couldnt be more happier.