• Bts Angst •

「 jin 」

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Jin's POV
"Jin?"i called out his name "if ever we tell our parents that we love eachother do you think they will agree to it?i mean were step brothers and sisters and we dont even have the same blood type so maybe they will agreee right?"i asked

Then i heard him sigh

"Maybe, maybe not...theres a possibility that they wont agree...i mean they saw us loving eachother in a brother and sister way but we love eachother in a different way...so i dont think they will agree"

"But what if we tell them?come on jin...im tired of hiding...im so tired of lying...seeing you with other girls in school hurts me jin...do you know how painful keeping me hidden...keeping our love hidden

From the people we trust and love...like our parents...our friends...the others...the school...your gang...nothing will change if we tell the--"i was cutted off by a shout

"Dont you understand?!I DONT LOVE YOU!"he shouted and because of he said i deeply looked in his eyes if he is lying or not...

But all i saw was sorrow,anger,pain...

"W-what"i stuttered...i could feel my eyes sting

"You heard me y/n!I dont Fudging Love you!Your my sister!"

"W-why did you lie?!"i cried

"You were just a Dare!my gang and i made a dare that i need to make you fall for me...your step brother for a long time...and stop whenever i want...and tell you the truth whenever i want!so stop it already!im so tried with you!

Theres nothing like Us!there was never an us!and face the truth y/n!no one will ever love someone like you!I Dont Love You!"he shouted...

Thats when i slapped him across the cheeks...and ran to my room locking the door

Author's POV
A few days has passed and jin and y/n havent talk yet...

What y/n didnt know that jin was lying...

Because jin was scared of losing her...if they tell theyre parents theres a possibility that they wont see eachother again...

What she didnt also know that jin's gang knows about theyre relationship

He was afraid...he was scared...he was such a coward

But he didnt know that because of what he did...y/n was automatically fading away from his grasp

They started to act like they dont know eachother...like they were just two normal strangers

But jin noticed that y/n was getting thinner...

He notcied that when he looked at her eyes even in 1 second...her soul feels empty

He was guilty...he doesnt know what will happen next...

All he could do...is hear her whimpers in her room...

He can hear her silent cries...he can hear her sniffing...

He didnt know why he cant tell theyre parents about their love...why he cant fight for their love...

Slowly...jin noticed that y/n hasnt been getting our of her room

Slowly...he stopped seeing her...he missed her...

He missed her laughs...

He missed her smiles...

He missed her giggles...

He missed everything about her

Until he build up the courage to tell their parents about his love for her...in a different way

"Mom...dad...i n-need to tell you guys s-something..."he stuttered

"What is it honey?"his step mom asked before he could speak he took a deep breath

"Mom dad...m-me and y-y/n--"he was cutted off by his dad "we know..."

His eyes widdened..."w-what?!"

"Yes honey we know...for a long time...we heard your talk last week ago...

And me and your father had talked about it too...we agree...its fine...you guys can do what ever you want...just dont get her pregnant"

He hugged his parents tightly...

"T-thank you guys...i love you mom and dad"

He quickly went to y/n's room

But he was curious of one thing...her room seems quiet...

He slowly opened the door to see her sleeping

He notcied those dark circles...he notcied that her body was getting thinner...he notcied she was a bit pale

He noticed that he hurted her big time...

"Y/n?"he called out her name...but there was no response

He waked her up...but he still got no response

He checked if shes breathing

And he found out...that shes not breathing and with that he panicked and quickly called his mom and dad

"DAD CALL THE AMBULANCE!"He shouted

"Oh my god y/n what have you done to your self..."

"Y/n...wake up!y/n!"

He held her close to him...as he shaked her body and he did everything to wake her up...but she wont..

They quickly bringed her to the hospital...

But there were no use..in the end...she never made it...

But he found something in her room...

A letter

Neatly folded

And there wrote 'for Jin'

He opened it

Dear jin,
Thank you for everything jin...thank you really...im sorry for everything as well...im sorry if i thought that you love me when you dont really love me the same way as i loved you...but whatever...you will always see me as your sister...and never i will i be a lover...but i still love you no matter what...i accept the fact that im just a dare...that im just a bet...that i was just a game...that i didnt really matter to you...your right btw...about theres nothing like us...it was jusg you and me...no us...it was just you lying and it was just me thinking that there were an us...but there will be never an us...sorry...really...i know im annoying...i know your tired of me...but now...its my turn to be tired...i want to rest for a long time...maybe you will see me in our next life... i love you jin...dont fogret that...hope you will find someone better...bye jin...

-y/n