• Bts Angst •

「 yoongi 」

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Author's POV
I like him since the first day of school...well yesterday i realized i love him

He was one of the school's heart throb

Everybody has fallen for him by everybody i really meant everybody even boys go crazy for him

I dont know i had fallen for him

He was just a person like everybody else

But something made him unique

He is quiet...but he have very deep secrets

He is the friend of my brother namjoon

His name is Min Yoongi

He makes my day so much better...others said he is a rude guy and a cold guy and stuff

But i didnt believe them because i know eveybody is nice

Maybe he is just like that because of something i know he is nice deep inside of him...maybe he has a reason why he is like that...just like everybody...just like me

But im different compare to him...im happy outside but im so broken inside...

I even thought of giving my life up...but i realized life is a challenge and i know i will get through them

I dont have any parents i only have my self and my brother

He was my only family...our family died years ago...

Me and my brother namjoon are really close...but when it comes to school...he avoids me...he acts like he doesnt know me...

He acts like im just a stranger

But i know he loves me...but...is he ashamed of me?

I mean...aish...

My life is just a mess...

I tried to smile everyday to hide those frowns...

I tried to cover up my scars...

Yes i have scars...i alwayd cut myself...because im ugly...i dont deserve to live...but like what i said...i tried to end my life but it didnt work

So it lead me to cutting...

I need to rest too....

Yoongi...

Namjoon...

Those both are the reason why im still alive...they are the second reason why i didnt end up my life

I still hope that everything turns out great in the end...for them...

And for me...

I really want to confess to yoongi...my brother told me yoongi likes me...he was just afraid to confess

And i belived him...so now...im going to tell my feelings for him

Im in a cafe,waiting for him to come

"Uh...yoongi--"i saw a tint of blush in his cheeks but fade away when he cleared his throat "make it quick im busy"that was the first time i heard him talk and this is the first time i was so close to him

"Sit down first"i said and he rolled his eyes but sat anyway "so what are you going to say"

"I-i like you...but yesterday i realized i love you...i hope you can return your feelings..."i looked at my lap