Deceived Heart (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 46

"Louis? Louis! Louis!" Niall snapped his fingers in my face.

"Huh?" I said.

"You zoned out again," Liam sighed.

"Sorry," I mumbled.

"So what happened when you went over to the house with the cops?" Zayn asked.

"Zayn now's not a good time to ask," Harry said.

"No it's fine," I said.

"Let's just put it this way, I went looking for my father in all of the rooms but he wasn't there. So when I went to go check in his room, I found him dead on his bed with his own puke over him because he was a dumbfuck and did drugs and that's what killed him," I said while looking down at the table.

"That's...rough," Niall said.

"Yeah man. Nobody deserves to see that ever," Zayn said.

"Do you know when he passed away?" Liam asked.

"No, and frankly I don't give a shit," I said. 

"Why?" Harry asked.

"Because I just don't."

"Louis-" Niall started.

"No! Don't Louis me! He didn't deserve to die that way! I was finally going to get justice! I was finally going to get my fucking revenge on him all these years! But when I do he just goes and fucking dies!? And because of some fucking drugs? He deserved to rot in jail!" I raised my voice.

"Woah. Louis I don't think you should be saying all that," Zayn said slowly.

"And why not? I mean he fucking abused me! He blamed me for my mom's death when it wasn't even my fucking fault!" 

"Yeah but he's still your dad," Harry argued.

"No. He's not my dad. He's my father. He used to be my dad, but he's not anymore. He used to care, but then he stopped. A dad cares about their child. A dad loves their child. A dad doesn't disown his child. A dad doesn't abuse their child. He may be my father but he's not my dad," I said.

"Louis I think you're over reacting just a bit," Liam commented.

"No. I'm not over reacting."

"You are just a bit. I mean your father just passed away Louis. You shouldn't be pissed you should be sad don't you think?" Zayn asked.

"Are you being fucking serious?" I spat.

"Lou calm down," Harry touched my arm.

"No! I'm not gonna fucking calm down! Are you actually fucking defending him Zayn? Are you really defending my father? The guy who fucking punched you? Really? Really?"

"I know but-"

"No! You don't understand what I'm going through okay? He can't just fucking die! He should rot in jail! He should've felt regret and should've been miserable!"

"Don't say that," Harry told me.

"I'll say whatever I want about that son of a bitch! He abused me for years and I never did shit about it! And when I finally did, I can't even get the justice I fucking deserve because he just fucking dies!" I scream.

"Louis stop screaming," Niall tried to calm me down.

"You all don't fucking understand!" I yelled frustrated.

"Lou just take a breath and-" Harry said.

"No. I'm going out. I'm gonna borrow your car don't wait up it might be a while. Don't come looking for me," I said and I pulled on my jacket, grabbed Harry's keys and slammed the front door shut.