it's like I've covered up the emotional part of my mind with a blanket and opened the door to empty feelings. you can only get a real glimpse of emotion from me when I"m angry. this is so much different from a year ago. when it was the complete opposite. I have unknowingly changed my brain for self survival and I am trying to rewire it. I am tired of feeling like a robot, who only has a mind of her own when she malfunctions. I remind myself it is only a wool blanket causing this and my words are fire.
