idol ⌮ kim yohan

5 | my fangirl

Olivia~

"Can you hold your liquor?" Yohan asked me outta nowhere while we wondered through the streets of Hongdae. I bought a couple of tracksuits to add into my collection, and so did he. It feels really weird to be shopping with the guy I've been stanning for over four years. I know so much about him, and it's really difficult to pretend.

"I think so?" I answered in an unsure tone. No Olivia, you shouldn't look weak in front of him. "Actually, I'm pretty good."

"Should we go for a drink?" He slowed down his pace to catch up with me.

"Sure." Whatever you want, Yohan.

We arrived at a place that sold affordable dishes and liquor. The restaurant is empty, so it feels like we rented it out for ourselves. The exterior tells me that it's been here for a while, but usually some longer running businesses seem to taste much better in my opinion.

"You ready?" Yohan opened the lid of a soju bottle and poured me a shot. I did the same for him and we consumed it at the same time. It was quite refreshing.

"It's nice." I clicked my tongue and decided to balance out the taste with some K-BBQ, the best pairing.

"You're turning red." He suddenly pointed out. I felt my face turn hot from his statement. It's not because of the liquor, dummy- it's because of you.

"Yohan, I'm totally fine." It felt so odd talking to him directly and not on my laptop screen. This is definitely a new level of luck.

"As long as you say so." He took another shot and so did I.

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Yohan~

"Yohan~ie!" Liv chuckled while hitting my arm. I rested her down on a park bench, as my arms began to grow tired. She took out a keychain from her bag and handed it to me.

It's one of my group's old merch. Was she really a fan of me?

"Do you like K-POP?" I asked and she nodded her head up and down, about twenty times. She must love it. "Which groups do you like?"

"BTS, EXO, NCT, Wanna One, ATEEZ, SEVENTEEN, TXT-" She suddenly began to gag, so I walked her to the garbage can.

"And B1UE." I finished her sentence.

"Ew, what's that?" Liv chuckled teasingly while she stared at my face. Okay, maybe she doesn't actually know who I am... I got way too ahead of myself.

"Where did you get this?" I put up the keychain and interrogated her.

"Tony!" She laughed like a drunkard. Literally.

"Never mind," I put back the keychain into her bag and noticed that she's staring at me. "I know I'm handsome."

"You look like Kim Yohan from B1UE. My ultimate bias! I love Yohan~ie so much, I would sell my soul to meet him. Oh my goodness, have you seen his wet hair look? I die very time I re-watch his Boss stage."

My mind went blank as I stared at her.

"You stanned me- I mean, Yohan?" I'm quite shocked to meet someone that actually liked me and my group.

"You mean stan? I still do." She smiled before passing out.

What do I do now? When I last looked at her information, it didn't have her address yet.

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Olivia~

My head hurt as I woke up the next day. I squirmed around the soft mattress, and buried my face against the white pillows. Wait- white pillows? Last time I checked, my pillows were black...

"You're awake," Yohan asked me to go eat breakfast with him. I stood up and can't believe myself... I really slept at Kim Yohan's place? "How's your sleep? Bad hangover?"

"I feel fine. Anyways, did I do or say anything weird last night?" I mentioned before sitting down beside him.

"Umm," he took a long pause before shaking his head. That concerned me. "Nope, you just threw up."

"I'm sorry about that..." A part of me doesn't believe you.

I looked around his place for a bit, it being a nice penthouse near the dojo. It's very spacious and seems quite lonely if you're the only person living here. A whole bunch of photo frames hanged against the wall, just like at his office. Pictures of him with his family and friends... and something new. Him and his group members, pictures of them during their shows. I stared at it in awe.

"I used to be part of a K-Pop group called B1UE. We flopped really hard and our company couldn't manage us anymore. We never even got our first win." Yohan went beside me and started talking. He stared at the picture with a somewhat pained expression. I want to hug him.

I know, and I'm one of your biggest fans.

"But hey, you still made people smile. That's all that matters."

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