idol ⌮ kim yohan

36 | sleepless nights

Olivia~

I waited and waited for him to come home. I don't care whether it's at four in the morning, but I'm not sleeping unless I get an explanation.

I couldn't help but think of all the possibilities. I feel so paranoid right now, that time began to feel so much slower than usual.

The whole night came, then morning. He's still not home.

My heart is still beating so fast. I haven't eaten anything in the past twenty hours, also I haven't gotten any sleep. I feel so tired, my body feels like it's gonna collapse...

"Why the fuck did you touch my stuff?" I was awakened by Yohan screaming. I looked at the wall clock and realized that it's already midnight.

"Why the fuck did you have a pack of condoms?" My eyes began to water. Oh no... don't ever look weak and pathetic in front of him. "Are you cheating on me?"

"Why are you jumping into conclusions? It's Seungyoun hyung's," He glared at me in disbelief. "You don't even trust me."

"I do! But with the way you're acting right now... it's hard to. I love you, you know that. I won't ever let you down-"

"Have sex with me. I'll show you that I haven't done it with any other girls- that's all you want anyways. I didn't pleasure you for a month, then now you're complaining. Go ahead, let's do it now."

"You're fucking disgusting." I threw the box at him and ran out the door.

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Yohan~

I'm such an asshole.

Making my girlfriend feel that way, making her almost cry... I'm so disgusting.

I brought a jacket and covered myself up with a cap and mask before going out to find her. What I'm about to do is so risky, but it has to be done.

I looked around the area, but I couldn't find Olivia anywhere- it's not like she knows anyone in the apartment either. Maybe she does, but she never told me.

I began to panic until arriving to a nearby park, seeing her sitting on the swings by herself while bawling.

"I'm so sorry..." I wrapped the jacket around her shoulders after noticing her shivering in the cold.

"Don't talk to me. I'm so annoyed by you." She said too honestly.

"I can tell," I kissed her forehead. "I'm sorry, baby. Can you please give me another chance?"

"I-I don't know." Olivia just looked down while her tears fell nonstop.

"I love you so much. I apologize for what I've said and done; I promise it won't ever happen again." I put out my pinky and she looked at it for a while before interlocking hers with mine.

Olivia threw herself into my arms and began crying on my shoulders.

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{WARNING: THE REST OF THIS CHAPTER WILL INCLUDE ACTIONS NOT SUITABLE FOR ALL READERS (smut). IF NOT COMFORTABLE WITH IT, I SUGGEST TO NOT READ. I ALREADY WARNED- IF YOU DON'T WANT IT, JUST DON'T READ IT AND SKIP THE REST OF THIS CHAPTER. When I write things like this, I give you a choice whether you want to read it or not- don't come at me and complain, thanks:)}

Olivia~

Yohan kissed me passionately as we got inside the penthouse. Our pieces of clothing decreasing one by one, as we made our way towards the bed.

He dropped me down onto it, then began harshly sucking my neck and collarbone- marking me his. I love the sensation.

His lips went down my torso, all the way down to my thighs- minding you, I'm already fully naked. I could feel his hot breath against my skin, making me feel so weak. He started sucking on my right nipple, before squeezing the left with his big hands.

"Can I?" Yohan looked into my eyes and I nodded obediently. He spit down some saliva onto his right hand and rubbed it against me, using it as lube to coat my womanhood. Even just that single touch already sent me in complete daze.

Yohan leaned down, and all of a sudden I felt his tongue drawing different shapes onto my throbbing pussy. It feels so amazing, no words can explain. Then came his long fingers... he placed both his index and middle finger in me at the same time, causing a sharp squeal to escape out of my mouth.

"Oh my- fuck..." I yelled loudly once he changed the speed of his fingers. He's literally pounding in me, and it feels so damn good. Of course- what would I expect from a professional Taekwondo player, right?

"I want to go inside of you." Yohan whispered into my ears, sending goosebumps up my spine. He stared at me in complete lust, before spreading my legs wide open.

He placed the tip onto my opening, rubbing it against me a couple times- making my mind go crazy. I moved my hips a little, making his hard dick unexpectedly slide inside of me.

It's like my brain suddenly turned white. I can't think of anything else but the great feeling I'm receiving right now- in my chest and way down there. Yohan began going in and out, making me adjust to his size.

"You're so tight." He moaned once he finally succeeded in fitting everything inside. I traced my fingers over his defined abs, as I waited for him to make his next move.

Yohan's speed and intensity suddenly changed, giving me no time to process. My breathing hitched, and my screams loudened as he made love to me. The building up feeling inside my stomach... it's kind of like a hot pit.

"Harder..." I wined and he began fucking my brains out- I should really never underestimate Yohan, especially with that incredible stamina of his. He flipped me over and began grinding in and out of me quickly, making me go nuts.

"Cum really hard for me." He placed his free hand onto my clit and began rubbing me, while fucking me really hard from behind at the same time. This is literally the best feeling I've ever felt in my life.

The hot pit in my stomach suddenly reached its high, making me arch my back while I came hard onto him- letting the white juices drip down my sore thighs. I didn't stop swaying my hips, since he hasn't finished.

Yohan's pace didn't weaken even a slight bit, still going fast inside even whilst my whole body is shaking from that orgasm. I suddenly felt something warm and slimy inside of me- only then did I realize that he came in me.

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Take care of yourselves everyone! Stay positive and stay strong:)

Song: WOOSUNG (김우성) — Lonely (위로워)