Now I am a rockstar (A Percy Jackson Story)

Chapter 46: Can everyone please BE QUIET!

A/N here's the chapter you guys wanted!!!

I will be editing throughout the next week so if you get updates from pervious chapters, that's why.

I also want to hear your thoughts on what's going to happen in the next couple of chapters and what you want to happen between Percy/Luke and other characters.

Well anyway, hope you enjoy!

~45 mins later~

Luke/Percy's POV

As soon as I got to my apartment, I didn't care who or what is in my small home, I went straight to my piano in my recording room.

I need to vent out or I will kill something.

'Having me isn't helping either' Order said 'Your negative emotions and anger will be tripled'

I groaned as I sat on the piano stool. 

'Thanks' I commented in my head.

'I'm the primordial of Destruction, it's not my fault I was chosen to be that' Order said.

"I know..." I whispered out loud playing random chords

It's your fault

 "...It's mine" I finished.

'Luke, it is not your fault. You deserve way better than-'

You don't deserve anyone

It's your fault

Selfish 

Player

Weak

'PERCY!'

I snapped out of it at Order's voice.

'Don't listen to them okay?' Order said 'It was never your fault, and it never will be okay?'

I smiled.

"Thanks for trying to cheer me up Order, it's not working" I said out loud.

'Then...then sing it out' Order said. 

I smiled as the perfect song came.

It's a female singer but it describes me.

I can put it down an octave lower.

I started to play the song on the piano, playing the beautiful musicality.

"I fought a battle, I fought a war

I felt the rain on my face
Sometimes to find what you're looking for
You've gotta learn from your worst mistakes
I made a wish on a satellite
That I mistook for a star
Guess when you build up to break down
You find out who you really are"

I smiled slightly.

"How did it all get so heavy
I used to stand up so tall
There's only so much I can carry
Before I fall
And they tell me "girl you're so lucky"
"You've got the world in your hands"
But you know the world gets so heavy
You don't understand
And that's heavy"

'Beautiful Percy' I heard Order say in my head as I continued.

"Just tell me what's the intention
Is it to fall in love
I tried to find a connection
Between how it is and how it was
I made a promise I couldn't keep
Another story to tell
You swear to god that you know me
But I don't, don't even know myself"

Weak

Worthless 

Asshole