Diary? Idk..

Good things i guess

I'm used to writing about angsty things, sad things or upsetting things

And I've changed my room around

So I'm gunna do some happy venting/descriptions of good feelings I like (also the weird feeling I gave from moving my room about

This feeling isn't bad I'm just not used to the change, come tomorrow I'll be happy again

So

I've been focusing on some of the negative feelings so I'm gunna focus on the positive

My bed: lying here in my warm bed, it's comfortable and I can feel the sheet on my body so I don't get scared that something could hurt me. I feel safe and I like that..

Music: I push my headphones in a certain way then let go and just sit there and it feels like the music is in my head, (I don't do it for long I don't wanna damage much ears) especially cavetown and other soft songs

Leaves, grass and plants: I don't get out often but when I do I like to feel some of the plants, just being around them or touching them makes me slightly happy

My safety jacket: my red oversized jacket.. I normally just wear it and to everyone it means nothing, but when I have it on I feel slightly safer and hugging it is nice

Water: there's a thing about when I wash my hands and the water isn't ice cold but it's still cold (and not warm) and I love it because it's nice and I feel it clearly and idk how to describe it it's just a nice reminder that I can feel things

Hand creams, soap anything like that: I just like rubbing it into my hands, (sometimes arms when I'm doing self care) and feeling the nice calming sensation of the thing (usually soap) on my skin

Warm tingly sensation usually in my back: when I do something like excersize or I get up and then get back into bed and I feel a warm sensation start and my feet and spread to the top of my head.. it's amazing

Wind: when I'm on my bike and I'm going down hill and the wind just pushes all my hair back and it feels amazing.. like I'm in a movie or a video

Soft blanket: my thick fluffy warm blanket that as a layer of air in between the two that heats up over time and warms everything up, it's amazing :)

Sneezing: call me weird but it gives me a tingly sensation in my head and I just like how it feels after like I'd rather that sneeze be out than in