Diary? Idk..

Stay calm, stay calm

The hairdresser appointment- I don't know why I'm so nervous-

My dad- idk why he has to torture me

He's going to come down from work at his lunchtime and pay for the appointment

There is so many ways this could go wrong

1. Traffic
2. Late
3. Doesn't turn up

Just to name a few

I don't wanna eat

Because I feel sick and my anxiety just not making anything good

Today could go horribly wrong

And I have to wear a mask

I don't know how this is gunna work but I've got no choice

I can't avoid it

Why does anxiety have to exist

I'm wasting my time being worried and feeling sick-

I have shit to do-

I'm really fucking scared

I just wanna go back to sleep..