Diary? Idk..

Words

One;

Word by word

You steal your claims

Undoing progress and i regress

Days and nights

Too quick but awfully slow

I'll ignore you

Facing answers is scary

Building walls high make no sense

Until the foundation cracks and breaks and it all comes crashing down

It suffocated me

But I'm still breathing

If it didn't kill me nothing will

But I'm back again

Breathing blood

Poison dripping off my lips

Choosing is hard when no options seem possible

But nothing gets easier with options

Don't do this

But do it gently

I'm scared of the idea

Not the concept

Hidden words but there not hidden well enough

Puzzles where you don't see

Nor you care to know

And darkness when they see light

Burn down everything and push it all back

Just repressing memory's

Cut me some slack.

Two;

I breathed poison

It corrupts and kills

Hanging from the 3rd story window

The three rules broken

But there are only three

A child pulls back from the reality

And broken soul is born

Breathing is long

Awaited but long

Topics blurred

Words slurring

Promises mean nothing

In a word of lies

Three;

Head down

Tears streaming

Sunlit scenery

4:47 am

There is a reason to everything

But should there be when nothing makes sense?

Prefect imprefectry

And ignorance in love

Two things so similar but so unalike

You mistake me for them

And you didn't think I'd notice what you do

Breathing; corrupted lungs

But I can see the top

The ocean drowns

Pulling you down till your lungs fail and your legs stop

Your body refuses till that singular breath

Then everything stops