It's almost like I can't breath
I feel like I'm being chocked- something stuck in my throat?
I want to cry but I can't
I was suppose to be there
But I'm staying silent
I'm ignoring their need
Why?
Guilty..
I don't feel this
I'm not feeling it
I should be
But I'm not anymore..
I was scared of it
But I'm not anymore
That's what scares me
And because I don't feel it
How do I know when I break?
If the pain isn't there how do I know when to stop?!
...
Does stop even exist anymore?
My head tortures me
One step closer
Not many left
I'm scared but it'll be okay
I just need to survive a little longer
I can do it
I can.
I
..
I can't do it
YOU ARE READING
Diary? Idk..
RandomDon't read this if you are really sensitive or you know me.. idm if you read it just stay safe people This is just me describing my day with whatever's going on in my head
