Fuck fuck fuck im a fuck up

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I just told one of my friends the reason I don't call her everyday or at all anymore

Because I wake up and I just want everything to end I want to slit my throat and die

I want to be dead

And I told her that

Now things are gunna be awkward

Fucking hell I couldn't just keep my mouth shut

I seemed fine I could've just stayed that way

But nooo another moment of weakness

And my arms a scarred again

Found my bl*de again

So I had 'fun'

I just hope they don't reopen and ruin a shirt

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