Diary? Idk..

Maybe not..

I don't want to live through today

I just want to curl up and cry

Too much is happening and going on

I want it to stop

I'm not sure how I feel anymore

Maybe it's a numb? Maybe it's not..

Maybe I'm stressed? Maybe I'm not

Maybe it's a defence mechanism?

I don't think this week will be easy

And it can only go downhill from here

Maybe if I just turn off my phone

Turn off my iPad

And just sleep

Nothing will go wrong

No.. it would just make it worse not having a distraction

I'm gunna bake.. try and get stuff of my mind I guess..

Idek if h want to leave my bed

Eh..

I'll figure it out

I always do..