Why?
Why don't you understand?
I don't want you
Your constantly in my head fucking with me
I don't deserve this..
Get out of my head get out get out
I know it's not real
I know I'm only imagining her voice
I just want to be normal
Why won't you leave me ALONE?!
You fuck up everything
I wish I could just forget everything
I could talk to someone
I could
But nobody knows how to deal with how fucked up I am
They don't know what to say
Either that or their more focused on their self
I'm turning into such a dick
Over memory's
All these thoughts filling my head
I want loud music but my head still kinda hurts
I just wish it would all stop
For five minuets
So I could sort my thoughts or have a break
I just want it to all stop..
YOU ARE READING
Diary? Idk..
RandomDon't read this if you are really sensitive or you know me.. idm if you read it just stay safe people This is just me describing my day with whatever's going on in my head