I don't recall this dream very well but i want to
I had blades
6 in total
4 small and 2 big
I don't remember who but they asked me why I had them, quite upset
And I said "I just wanted to hold them once before I let go- I'm gunna put them in the bin I promise" and then the person just walked away
So I put all but 1 of the then in the bin
A big one
And then reality and my dream started to mix
Runaway by aurora
And I look down and my arms covered in blood
So I wake up
And I immediately check my arm
And it's okay.. there's nothing there
Why do I keep having self harm dreams?
I don't know.. it's kinda scary..
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Diary? Idk..
RandomDon't read this if you are really sensitive or you know me.. idm if you read it just stay safe people This is just me describing my day with whatever's going on in my head