The aftermath of a storm
When everything's said
People are hurt
Changes happen
It's already happened
"That's how fast it happens."
I was waiting
I knew what was going to happening
I just didn't know when
And now it's happened
The change
I wonder if it'll be permanent
How I talked changed pretty fast
I can almost feel my heart numbing
I'm not the victim
But my heart feels I am
I'm not the victim in this situation
I just hope that it doesn't hurt too much tomorrow
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Update?
I don't forgive myself
At all..
Never will
I'm so fucking stupid I will never. Never. Let my guard down again or let myself fuck up like that
And I know the punishment..
YOU ARE READING
Diary? Idk..
RandomDon't read this if you are really sensitive or you know me.. idm if you read it just stay safe people This is just me describing my day with whatever's going on in my head
