Diary? Idk..

I jsut want it to sttop

Why?

Why me

I can't even write

I just want to be strong

I want to be happy

Can someone please just make it stopv

For five minuets

I want my mum back

I want my life back

Too much has changed

Everything's too much

I can't handle it

I'm not strong enough

Someone just kill me or make it stop

Because I'm not brave enough to end it and I don't want to

I'm scared

Everyone else has a MUM

Everyone else is happy

I want to be happy..

I keep smiling and trying

And saying I'm okay

And nobody asks after the first time

So I get away with it?

But what's wrong with me?!

What is wrong with me?!

I'm a fucking let down

And I obviously wasn't enough

What did I do wrong?!

Why did she leave?

Why did all of this happen?

Why do I deserve this?

What did I do?

I want it to end

Everything

I want everything to end it stop or something

I need to breathe