Diary? Idk..

Oh ho fuck you. Fuck you all.

I want to fucking scream

But no

Rule 2. Bottle everything and put on a front - If nobody's pushing or asking you they don't care. You can't trust them.

So I'm gunna actually be fucking useful and follow the rules.

but I will say one thing

If you know and you've just sat by

I hope you fucking suffer

I hope you feel how I feel

And I only feel half bad for saying that

So fuck you for ignoring me

Now I'm gunna go bed a 'good person' and tidy my room so at least one of us is fucking happy.