Sunday, November 8, 2020
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That moment when you forgot to email your teachers that you won't make it to two of your video meetings because of a dentist (or orthodontist? I can't remember and it's literally tomorrow) appointment so now you're just like "well..... guess I'll email them tomorrow morning at 6:30am :)"
Ah, good times good times.
Also I'm going back to four days in person this week, so I won't be in as much and will have more homework to do *starts sobbing*
A n y w a y s
I've suddenly (read: accidentally) decided to get hooked on a bunch of angsty fics/comics so I may just make a random message that's just me crying.
Note to self: when your angst-loving friend begins a new fic that's just one of your comfort characters being put through hell, STOP READING THE COMIC WHERE THE MAIN CHARACTER'S BOYFRIEND IS LITERALLY DYING AND IT'S GUARANTEED THAT HE WILL DIE IT WILL ONLY BRING YOU PAIN YOU KNEW HE WOULD DIE SINCE THE FIRST CHAPTER WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF???!?!!!?!
*sigh*
I am a fan reader/writer, this is my life: pain
But stilllllllllllll
Oh oh, also because I'm going back to mostly in person, I get less to write
Even though I'm really close to finishing my second pet project that I've been meaning to write for a long time now
And less time to relax
Which means my actually good mood that's been going for a while is going to plummet
And I'm definitely not going to drink enough water
Especially because I was finally getting good about that
And because of the appointment tomorrow, my solid food privileges are getting revoked
Which means my ibuprofen, apple sauce, yogurt, pudding, cottage cheese, ice cream without toppings/additional stuff, and peanut butter diet is being reinstated
Which means I never get to feel full or satisfied and kinda low on energy while always having a dull ache in my jaw
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*sobs*
So yeah, while this weekend was actually pretty good, my week is taking a quick dive into "everything is going wrong and you get to be in constant dull pain that is only held back by ibuprofen you can only have for three days then you gotta stop otherwise it'll hurt the process of your braces which are still on after 5+ years :)"
Hope y'all are going to have a better week than me
Stay safe and try to get some sleep kiddos!
Love you <3<3<3
~Ink
