Tuesday, December 15, 2020
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I- guys. Gals. Non binary pals. I only have 2 answers, which leads to a tie, and someone who said "just do whatever you want" which is sweet but I need answers.
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I had two breakdowns today and that was ✨awesome✨
Both were over school
(I know, it's shocking)
It's just.... I did really bad on 2 assignments (one of which I can't retake) and I have to record myself talking to a camera for 3-4 minutes in the same class. And I hate presentations, but I hate speaking videos even more, because it's not a once and done, it's a video I'll have to go through and edit and listen to my voice over, and over, and over again.
And I have a test on math concepts I barely understand myself tomorrow.
My teacher's recording my group tomorrow for a band trio assignment (a video for anyone who clicks on to the band website to watch).
My notes on Macbeth suck and I'll probably get a bad grade on them.
On top of that, one of my other classes just sucks in general and I really hate it but I've already spent around a semester in it plus it's AP so my parents have already paid for the test so I can't drop it.
Anyways.....
Anxiety is high, stress is high, and I have exactly 1 spoon right now.
(Spoons are a mental health thing, it's like a measurement of how much someone can take right now)
Stay safe kiddos, and please tell me which one to do first, I need to know!
Love you all <3<3<3
~Ink
