Fine print Namgi FF

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Namjoon walked up the stairs to Yoongi's room, he was upset that Yoongi did not tell him. He opened the door and walked in shutting it behind him, he looked towards Yoongi who was still asleep on the bed.

He wanted to wake him up and get awnsers, he needed them. He walked towards the bed and sat down looking at him,
"Yoongi?" He called out brushing some of his hair out of his face. "Yoongi??" He said a little louder shaking him slightly.

Yoongi groaned softly and turned away, "go away jin.. I'm tired" he mumbled pulling the blanket over his head.

Namjoon sighed and pulled the blanket off
"One. I'm not jin. Two. are you okay? Three. Why didn't you tell me that we were in love before my accident" he said looking at him.

Yoongi looked at him before looking away,
"It doesn't matter anymore.. you love Karen not me" he mumbled his chest tightening  as he said the words.

Namjoon sighed, "look at me" he told. Yoongi looked at him but didn't make eye contact.
Namjoon held his chin, "in the eyes yoongi" he added making his gaze connect.

"Why do-" I never married Karen"

Yoongi stared at him confused  "why?.. I thought you wanted to?" he asked.

Namjoon chuckled a bit , "I rather marry you, I love you" he said taking yoongi's hand in his.

Yoongi's breath stopped "How do you know you love me?.." he asked.

Namjoon smiled "I just felt this connection with you before I knew. I enjoyed hanging out with you and I just love you, you're everything to me, I want you to be my husband, I love you and I know you love me too. You should've told me that we were together first. Why didn't you?" He asked pulling him close.

Yoongi sniffed softly trying to hold back his tears,
"I was scared, I didn't know what to do. I'm so stupid" he sniffed starting to cry.

"D-do you really love me?" He whispered burying his face into namjoons chest. "because I-I  love you.." he whispers is voice shaky.

Namjoon moved Yoongi onto his lap and tilted Yoongi's head, "yeah I do love you, you complete me. I'm sorry for hurting you so much, I just feel this connection with you, everything fits with you better, I feel like you complete me" he whispered bring him into a kiss. Tears brimmed his eyes as he pulled Yoongi closer to him.

Yoongi wrapped his arms around him Tears flowing down his own cheeks.

Namjoon broke away from the kiss resting there foreheads against each other.
"i still can't understand why you never told me, but I'm glad I realized who I loved" he smiled gently wiping off Yoongi's tears.

Yoongi snuggled into him "I was stupid and scared and I thought that I would have no chance against her.." he mumbled. He felt Namjoons arms tighten around him slightly and a kiss on the top of his head.

"your the only on who I want yoon"

The story is probably gonna end soon so y'all want another smut or something👀
lollll

but yeah I'm sorry for taking another long break, I've relapsed again and I haven't been sober in a long time, I've just been struggling again and yeah.

Thank you all of you who have waited I love you all❤️