Warnings: Self doubt, abandonment problems, mental health issues
Relationship; none
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Grian's POV
I just dontunderstand what I did.
Everyone just leaves.
Nobody ever stays.
They all leave eventually.
I laid in my bed, crying until I had no more tears.
Only mumbling the simple phrase of;
"Why does everyone leave?"
"What did I do?"
"I don't understand what I did wrong and why everyone just ups and leaves me."
What did I do?
I just wanted a friend...
One that would never leave.
One that would stay.
But he turned his back on me.
Left me to deal with this on my own.
So here I am.
3:30 in the morning.
Crying.
Writing this with tears in my eyes.
As I listened to the song on my speaker, I looked at my ceiling and watched as the wavy colours of red and blue made their way across the little moon in the middle.
But I just never seem to get that one question out of my head.
What did I do wrong?
Why am I always left alone?
Why does no one want me as a friend?
Why....
...
..
.
Why am I just never good enough for anyone?
What did I do to be so hated?
A tear streams down my face as my small whimpers filled over the room.
I just...
I just don't understand.
Is it me?
Did I actually do something to make people so upset at me they always abandon me?
I just need an answer.
What did I do wrong?
