When you finally agreed to accept his confession, you had already known the consequences of dating an idol. The weird working hours, not to mention the times when he had to promote his albums. Your times together was limited, but he always makes sure that both of you enjoyed those times. You also knew that you had to share him with his fans. Not that you'd mind though. You got to see another side of him that he rarely showed in front of you because it was for the fans. The sexy, flirty side of him that naturally showed up when he was on stage. He looked extremely dangerous and tempting when he showed that side of him. When you were together though, he was basically a fluff ball, something that he didn't want to admit at first, but lately he admitted that he was naturally cute no matter how hard he tried to hide it. He'd be clingy just like a big baby, that you teased him that you'd rat him to his members, especially to Bambam who would totally enjoyed teasing him to death. Even though you are older than him, he didn't hesitate to show his jealousy whenever his members were closer to you, praising your cooking and shamelessly asked for takeouts. He would be overprotective whenever he saw some customers glanced at you twice, or even the delivery man. He would sometimes complained that you barely showed any jealousy that he started to wonder, whether you really like him or not.
You reminded him that basically you knew the consequences. He couldn't expect you to be jealous everytime he was being a flirt with fans. That would jeopardize his job, and you knew he loves his job. He loves meeting his fans and entertains them. He sighed at your reason, knowing well that it was a solid and good reason. Since he was no longer in his old company, you also didn't have to worry about him and other female idols as basically most artist, if not all, in his new company are males. You didn't worry about staffs as well because they knew your relationship with him and they respected that. He himself reminded fans repeatedly that he had his own life, and they accepted it as well. So basically, there was almost no scenario that would make you got jealous with him. However, there was this one person that you couldn't help but to be jealous of whenever you saw him with her. Jimin.
You knew you were just exaggerating stuff when it came to Jimin. You knew well that she just saw him as her senior, someone she knew from the old company and he just saw her like a little sister, a mischievous little sister who didn't afraid of him anymore. But still.. Watching her easily teased him and made him blush just by small actions, made you feel a pang in your heart. Your stomach churned whenever you saw him blush and diverted his gaze from Jimin. You couldn't help but listing all the things that she had, things that you didn't have and might change his mind about you. She was younger, that's for sure. And not to mention that she was sexier. Her body was getting better each day. Well, you knew that it came with the job, but still, she's young enough to rock that crop top and skinny jeans that showed the curves of her body. She's confident about herself that it was clearly shown. She has beautiful voice and she is cheerful as well. You couldn't see why Jaebeom wouldn't fall for her some day.
You sighed and continued rolling the dough. Poor dough got beaten because of your bad mood. You didn't notice that you were sulky that it was written all over your face. You were so absorbed to beating the dough and shaped it into decent buns that you didn't hear someone punching the security code and got inside the apartment. You made sure the oven was heated and started to line up the buns on the tray before popping it inside the oven before walking back to the dough and divided it up for the next tray. You were concentrating to weigh the dough so each buns would weigh the same when a pair of arm sneaked around your waist and pulled you into a hug. You let out a small yelp before you realized whose those arms belong to. He chuckled and you could feel it vibrated through his chest wall.
"Am I surprising you?" he asked.
"Yeah, I thought some robbers manage to get in. I didn't hear you punching the code," you answered without turning around to face him. You started to wonder, how come he showed up after all those thoughts about Jimin and him? How could you face him when you weren't able to curb your jealousy over that ridiculous reason? Did you accidentally send him distress signal that he came over right away? You pretended to be busy that you could feel him frown at your action. You didn't give him your usual welcome greetings, so obviously he could sense something was wrong. This is JayB you're talking about. You couldn't fool him. He could even sense his members pranking him. He put his hand over yours to stop you from rolling the dough and turned you over.
"There's something bothering you," he simply said, calmly. You didn't answer as you were afraid to sound like a fool for bursting your jealousy out.
"Nothing. It's just a stupid thought, it will go away soon," you answered without looking to him, clearly trying to avoid his gaze. He studied your face, trying to find out what was the matter, before pulling your chin up, forcing you to look at him.
"Noona, you know you can tell me anything no matter how stupid it might sound, right?" And you nodded. "So, why don't you try to tell me what's this stupid matter that bothered you just now?" You looked at him and regretted instantly as the moment you saw his eyes, your defense wall was broken. You started to blurt that you had this stupid thought about him and Jimin.
"Jimin?" he raised his eyebrow. He just had a radio programme with her and he made sure he didn't do anything out of the lines.
"Yeah, I know, that's why I said it's stupid," you swatted his hand off your chin and started to turn around again, facing the dough. He didn't say anything for a few seconds, trying to connect the dots before smiling at last. You couldn't see his smile though, as you had your back against him. He pulled you into his hug, snuggling his head on the crook of your neck before whispering, "Are you being jealous noona?" You could hear amusement in his tone and you couldn't help but turned around and glared at him, shoving his head off your shoulder. But he laughed at your pout before kissing it.
"You know what, it's rare seeing you jealous like this. And even though it's stupid and baseless, I still like it. You look cute," he completely teased you about it, pulling you even closer to his body.
"I know. That's why I said it's stupid," you sighed.
"No. It's okay to be jealous. I get to see this cute side of yours," he smiled. "And I get to show you that you don't need to worry," he lowered his head before capturing your lips in a heated, passionate kiss, the one that made you melt, leaving you breathless when he took a break apart to catch his breath as well.
"I love you and only you," he whispered before kissing you again. You kissed him back, thinking that it wasn't that bad for being jealous if the reward was the heated kiss.
"I love you too," you whispered before kissing him back.
