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Haven't wrote some fluff or angst in awhile :D

Tw: sh, ed. let me know if there are others

-wilbur-

I was in my bedroom awfully lonely as schlatt was at the store I believe I'm not sure I want paying much attention when he was telling where he was going. I felt so tired even though I just woke up from a short nap I sat up grabbing my glasses from my nightstand putting them on letting my eyes adjust. I got up going to the kitchen trying to find something to eat but then again I'm trying to lose weight. I grumbled just grabbing a glass of water immediately chugging it. I put the class in the sink just standing there for a bit thinking what was on my mind. I went back to my room grabbing my phone seeing that schlatt has texted me just a couple of minutes ago I opened it and felt dizzy as I read the text

S 3:40pm

I'm coming home but I need to have a talk with you, okay?

I felt panic set me was he breaking up with me?! Did he find someone else?! I panicked my breath getting unsteady I knew I was overthinking but it wouldn't stop either way if I knew. I felt tears start to form till I heard the door open. I got up and rushed into the bathroom he can't see me like this. I splashed water on my face till I heard the door knock . I froze. "Hey can you come out?" Schlatt spoke through the door. "Y-yeah just give me a minute!" I said stuttering through my words. I wiped my face looking in the mirror seeing my eyes were still a light red color fuck. "Wilbur..?" "Yeah h-hold on." I tried to think of something till I door clicked my head quickly moved to the door seeing it open slowly. "Wilbur?" "Hi, sorry for wasting you're time I uh could I get through I need-" "Wilbur..just come with me." My eyes widen I felt sick feeling schlatt's hand take mine taking me to the living room I wanted to puke right then and there I felt dizzy walking the hallway towards the couch. He sat me down and sat Infront of me. "Uhm so I wanted to talk to you because-" "because you're gonna break up with me? Have you seen someone else better?!" I quickly said gripping the couch feeling worried, he said "what?! No no no I'm not breaking up with you where on world did you get that?!" He said cupping my face giving me a worried look "sorry no reason just thinking.." I responded breaking the eye contact looking somewhere else but him. He kissed me a nice gently kiss fixed me piece by piece I melted into his kiss but before could happen I felt his hands on my torso that's when. Schlatt stopped and looked at me. "You have been trying to eat, right..?" I went dizzy again feeling even sicker at the question he had asked me. "Yea..just not gaining anything.." I lied I looked away from schlatt's face till he cupped my face again and look at me "please don't lie to me.." he face looked tired, worried
I felt as if I made him like that he probably worries about me so much to the put where he get fucking bags under his eyes..all fucking me. He kissed me once again and hugged my lanky body "you're not eating are you.." I felt tears fill my eyes but I didn't respond. He pulled back looking at me. "Starting today I'm making sure you eat." He said a little more mad then sad which confused me but eh. Once again I felt sick I nodded just letting him so his thing and then I'll do my thing and he'll forget simple as that. "I'll starts making food for us." He stood up giving me a warm smile before he left. Shit. There goes my plan.

He might aswell just break up with you.

I heard a voice speak I went into my room going into the bathroom seeing that my eyes were still red.

Ugh you look disgusting. Fucking do something with your goddamn hygiene.

I gripped the sink not wanting to do anything I just wanted to go to bed and sleep. So I did, I went to my bed except I didn't exactly do that I went through my drawers of clothes and grabbed it handing it above my arm. I cried at the thought of schlatt staying up all night trying to help me schlatt trying to take care of me but why. Why would he want to take care of someone who doesn't even fucking appreciates what he has done to help me...I went to the bathroom blood dripping down my arm I grabbed a rag cleaning it so schlatt wouldn't see they turn a bright red soon but. Soon. I changed my clothes grabbing my yellow sweatshirt to cover up stuff..that's when I heard schlatt walk up he knocked on the door "foods ready Uhm.. come down please." I heard him walk away after that I wouldn't want him to worry about me anymore so I had to. I walked down the stairs to the kitchen a smell of food making sick to the core I could've passed out right then and there. Schlatt saw me walk down the stairs and gave me a smile. Fuck his stupid smile. Schlatt then seated me on a chair and grabbed the plate of food he put the plate of food in front of me. Schlatt appeared behind me massaging my shoulders "i- don't want to." I said pushing the plate of food away he hugged me from behind "when was the last time you ate..?" He asked his voice sounding shaky? "I d-dont know.." he hummed pulling the plate towards me "I need you to eat Wil.." he said

-schlatt-

I grabbed the fork and knife and cut the steak into bits "is that small enough?" He didn't respond he just looked away. I sighed I grabbed the fork and grabbed a price of steak "can you please eat? For you health sake?" I started to lose faith of him even eating but then Wilbur looked back and took the fork and ate it! I was so happy till he made a struggling face till I saw that once he digested it he almost looked sad.. "are you okay?" I went infront of him cupping his face till he started to cry "I cant I just can't I'm sorry!" He eyes filled with tears I hugged him trying to comfort him "imsorryimsorry!" I hugged him tighter "it's fine you don't have anything to be sorry for.." "I get that you are trying to help but I just cant!" "We'll get through this we just have to take small steps..and obviously there will be bumps in the road but we'll get through this, alright? I'll try my best I'll do anything to help you." I cupped his face again "thank you.." I felt him wrap his arms around me "But in order to take small steps I need you to eat. You don't need to eat a whole piece just small bits okay?" He nodded looking back at the plate "okay.." I smiled and kissed his cheek "I'll help you okay?"

After a couple of good minutes he ate a bunch of tiny pieces but immediately he went to the bathroom throwing up he sobbed I grabbed toilet paper cleaning him a bit "I can't this always happens!" He curled up sobbing in my arms I frowned wondering how I could help him even more. "It's fine we can try more tomorrow okay?" "It's okay you did good today you tried atleast." He continued to softly cry "it's fine you are okay now.." I kissed his forehead "I'll help you more so you can be better okay?" He nodded "you must tired. We can go to bed early hmm?" He nodded and I almost saw him smile. I carried him and went upstairs to our bedroom I set him down as he laid down I did the same. I wrapped my arms around him hearing him sigh softly. After that we both fell asleep.

I'll do whatever to help him.

-wilbur-

There two things I've been doing. He only knows one.

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