☆SCHLATTBUR~ONESHOTS☆

"that's okay.." ⚡

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Tw- sh, attempted suicide, alcohol, passing out, vomiting, smoking.

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-wilbur-

I should've seen it coming i don't understand why I didn't I don't understand why I feel so heartbroken as I feel now. I feel tears running down my face reading the text over and over thoughts in my head wondering what went wrong.

Hey, I'm sorry Wilbur I can't continue this relationship, I've lost interest in you.

I saw a text bubble, he's typing..

It's just that you're always taking forever to answer me and you're so dry and I think you're a red flag I've been telling people they say you're not a good person.

What do they mean not a good person?! I did everything I could I sented him gifts, I tell him how much I love him, i- I thought I was good I thought I wasn't doing anything wrong.

I'm not trying to do it on purpose.. it just happens I do it subconsciously I don't pay attention. Fuck.

That's okay, I understand you leaving me you're a great man Schlatt, hope you do well.

I closed my phone laying in my side shaking and crying, I felt so cold, empty, my fingers going numb. Was I that bad I never meant to put out that I'm toxic. I'm not, I don't manipulate people, I don't make people cry, I don't do bad stuff! So why am I getting told that I'm the bad person when I'm not..

I held my pillow feeling my stomach drop every second. I thought I wouldn't feel like this again I thought Schlatt was the one I thought it was love that would last forever.

I heard my alarm go off and it's morning already?!- did I even get any sleep? I sat on the edge of my bed feeling the weird sticky feeling on my face after crying so much. My phone went off someone calling me. Phil.

"Hi good morning Wilbur!"

"Hi Phil"

"How are you doing? Been a little while since I did this-"

Should I tell him? No, you'll just worry him. You know he knows the way you act.

"I'm doing quite well currently!" Trying to sound cheerful as much as I can.

"That's awesome to hear well I'll call you later then, bye bye Wilbur!"

"Bye Phil!"

Call ended, I took a deep breath feeling my stomach empty, I shouldn't eat, might make me more nauseous. I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling.

I never deserved Schlatt he was amazing, never late, dressed nicely, amazing personality, he was perfect.

I was the opposite.

Stood up and walked around my house going into the fridge seeing bottles of alcohol. I'm not one to drink alcohol too much but, a bottle won't hurt anyone, right? I thought about drinking it, fuck it. Grabbing a bottle opener it smelt bitter, the taste bitter, but the burn somewhat felt nice. I sat back in my room setting it on the nightstand I grabbed my phone seeing multiple messages from my brother like friend, tommy. I opened them most of them asking if he wanted to play Minecraft but one single message broke me.

Hey I heard, you alright?  Man it's alright if you want to talk about it yk? Unless if you're okay with me telling Phil?

No tommy don't bother Phil with my personal issues it's fine really I've got over it quickly, and thanks tommy but no I'll be fine :))