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More angst to fulfill my sad soul :)
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TW- suicide, alcohol, depression, suicidal thoughts.
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The two were inseparable they stuck to each other. They said to each other how much a loved each other Wilbur texting every time schlatt was a work 'i miss you' it pained Wilbur seeing his boyfriend leave him for work coming back hours later exhausted from the non stop lectures. Wilbur noticed schlatt become more irritated and distance more than usual till one night one day everything came crashing down for Wilbur.

It was Valentines day Wilbur going out retrieving gifts for his lover as a make up for their arguments over small stuff as an apology for being a dick he made the house up and decorated their room he heard the door slam shut he smiled to himself 'schlatts here!' Wilbur happily thought though once he saw the expression in the others face made Wilbur worried Wilbur was never a mentally stabled person and neither was schlatt the two fighting practically everyday so seeing schlatt like this scared him. "hey love you all right?" Wilbur asked schlatt huffed "please don't call me that." Schlatt said Wilbur's eyes widen he's never heard schlatt denied nicknames? What was going on? "Uhm I wanted to talk to you." Wilbur gulped gripping his jeans "of course what's up?" "I wanna break up." Wilbur's eyes widen he stood quiet for a bit "w-why?" "I- I just don't think this is going to work out I wanna focus on myself to work on myself and I feel like It would be better if we both sperated for our health's sake." Wilbur's life collapsed he always believed they were made for each other he did want schlatt to leave. "Plus..I've been seeing someone else." Wilbur's eyes watered "i- I'm glad." Schlatt looked up seeing the sobbing man "I'll get going I'll get my stuff tomorrow. Goodbye Wilbur." Once the door shut closed Wilbur fell down crying in his hands wondering what went wrong. Was it him? Was it me?! Wilbur couldnt stop thinking his heart feeling as if it shattered. He went into his room seeing how everything was prepared for.. Valentine's day..he cried knowing that he was in fact alone.

He cleaned up the area throwing everything in the dumpster he fell onto he cushioned bed wrapping himself in the cool blanket. One thing Wilbur couldn't get over was how cold it was how the warmth of schlatt's arms were no longer there just the cold air. The next day Wilbur woke up with a sudden feel of loneliness he opened his closet to change and he saw all of schlatt's clothes gone. Wilbur thought that he arrived early to get his clothes Wilbur tries to take care of himself but he grew even more miserable each day, hour, minute, second for a year.

It's been a year since they broke up Wilbur hasn't gotten over it scrolling through schlatt's Instagram seeing him smiling with his new lover what did she have Wilbur didn't?! The entire house smelt like alcohol Wilbur unable to take care of himself his hair long bags under his eyes. His eyes no longer gleaming with life as before Wilburs eyes puffy from a the crying. What was the point. What was the point of living when you can't even live without the one you cared the one person who only cares for you. Wilbur got up stumbling into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of alcohol popping the cap off drinking large sips the bitter taste sticking to his tounge he drank and drank he grabbed his phone checking the time seeing it was a day before valentine that day made Wilbur sick to his stomach he saw his guitar in the corner of his room he used to play for schlatt when he was sad he hasn't even played in a year. He wanted this pain to end he was broke only having a 50 dollar bill he cried feeling his tears stung his eyes. The same day repeated only this time Wilbur was finally going to release his pain finally be known with peace.

It was Valentines day and Wilbur decided to do want he wanted for weeks hell even months. Wilbur walked on the pavement puddles of water splashing each step he took he went to schlatt's favorite spot. He walked to a bridge cats passing by Wilbur stood there looking at the cold water he let out a shaky breath he took out his phone seeing schlatt's number he clicked his number his phone ringing. "H-hello? Wilbur?!" Schlatt's voice alive not hoarse like his. "U-uh hey Uhm schlatt I uh know this is random of me calling you I just wanted to say goodbye I don't want to feel a burden to you even calling y-you is hurting. I can't bare myself still alive in pain I W-want it to stop.." "W-wait Wilbur what are you talking about?!" "H-happy Valentine's day..I love you." Wilbur hanged up he began to cry he gripped the concrete lifting himself. He let out a slight laugh finally I can leave finally I can have peace..

Once the call ended Schlatt ran out going into his car starting it up he immediately started to drive he feared that he was to late fearing that he Wilbur was gone. Schlatt knew where he was. As he drove He saw a man on the edge of a bridge wilbur. He stopped pulling to the side of the road and got out of his car running out to the man he lifted himself sitting on the edge of the bridge. "Wilbur!" He saw the other's hand snap towards schlatt, he was too late Wilbur jumped. Schlatt screamed looking over the ledge seeing a splash go off. He cried for help a ambulance going in seeing his body float to shallow waters. He was pronounced dead at 4 am his last words.

  I love you.

Schlatt's life changed since the incident he couldn't take it anymore so he killed himself the way Wilbur did In memories of his lover.
He pronounced dead at 12 am
His last words

I'm coming Wilbur.

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