The troubled Olsen

Chapter 25

Y/N's POV

Evie was a pain in the ass for me to be honest. I had to wake up every 2 hours to feed her. I did not expect motherhood to be this hard and I've been a mother for less then a day. Liz called mom yesterday. I know they will be here in the morning. It's now 5 am and Evie is awake again. I feel so bad for waking Liz and Scar too, my body just can't take it yet. "Scarlett, Lizzie, could one of you grab Evie please," I start to cry when I ask it. I am so embarrassed that I can't get up.

Lizzie decided she should get Evie because she was laying in bed with me. "Here you go Y/N," Liz says as she hands over my sweet girl. "Hey baby girl, you hungry," I say as I put her on my chest so she can drink. When she's done I keep her on my chest for a while, she fell asleep real quick. When I start to fall asleep I feel someone taking her of my chest. "It's okay, I have her, you go sleep some more," I hear Scarlett say as Lizzie climbs into my bed to cuddle again.

When I woke up again it was 9 am, did Evie sleep for 4 hours? I was a little worried that she didn't woke me up after two hours. I tried to get up, but Lizzie stopped me. "It's okay, Evie is okay. She had to get a few more tests. She's coming back in a few minutes. Just stay in bed for a few more minutes. Your body needs to rest as much as possible. You can't be discharged until you can get up on your own," Lizzie said to me. "Why didn't you wake me up when they took her, I need to be with her," I said to her, I started to freak out.

"Y/N, please calm down. Your heart rate is through the roof. I will tell them not to take her without your consent the next time. I'm gonna get her, be safe. Scarlett went home to her own family. Are you gonna be okay on your own for a few minutes?" Lizzie asked me. "I'm fine when I have my little baby again so you get her," I almost shouted at Liz. I felt sorry for Lizzie, she tried her best too.

2 minutes later Lizzie walked in with my princess. "Hey Evie, mommy's here. You're okay. You're safe, I'm gonna take care of you. You must be hungry little girl," I say to her as I put her on my chest to feed her. Liz, can you ask a nurse to explain pumping later. That way we can switch in the night. That way we don't have to wake up every single time. One of us could continue to sleep," I say to Lizzie.

"That's a good idea Y/N. Oh and mom is here in 15 minutes. Do you want me to leave or should I stay?" Liz asked me. "Oh no, you are not gonna leave me. Don't you dare Elizabeth, don't you dare. I already feel trapped and I'm not sure how mom is gonna react. I need you here," I say, lightly irritated. "Okay, okay, I'm staying. You know you're more intimidating now your bed bounded. You really should get better soon," Lizzie said.

I looked at her really angry. How could she. "Elizabeth how the hell do you think I feel? Do you think it's fun lying in bed, not able to do anything because your own body can't keep you up!" I shout at her and my heart rate is rising again. "Miss Olsen, you both need to calm down. If she keeps stressing, she might get a heart attack," the nurse said.

Lizzie's POV

I stood there with my mouth open. I was the reason she might get a heart attack. "I am so sorry Y/N. I was being selfish, I am so sorry. Could you please calm down, I don't want you to get a heart attack," I cry. I am the worst sister. Well actually that's not true. MK and Ash failed as sisters too. They didn't visit once when she was pregnant.

I hear a knock on Y/N's door. I guess mom, Ash and MK are here. "Hey, can we come in?" It's mom. "Yes you can come inside mom," I say. I decided to stay by Y/N's side to make her feel safe and protect her. "Hey Y/N, can I hold my granddaughter?" Mom asked Y/N. I was too surprised to say anything but that was rude.

Y/N's POV

Mom just asked if she could hold my little girl. She didn't asked how I was doing. I'm still her child, I have feelings and right now I feel terrible because of labour and mom acts like that. "No, I don't even get a 'how are you Y/N' or 'are you okay'. It's just 'can I hold my granddaughter' you don't even now her name mom," I shout at her.

"Y/N, calm down now. You need to calm down!" I hear Lizzie shout at me. "I'm gonna take Evie off your chest now and I'm gonna get a nurse in here. You need something to calm you down and right now you can't do that on your own. Oh and mom, get out," Lizzie is really worried. She took Evie off my chest but before that I start to feel this weird feeling and my rate goes through the roof.

"Get a doctor in here now! She might be having a heart attack!" I hear Lizzie shout before everything goes black.

A/N
Sorry, this part is not as good as the others, but I didn't feel too good mentally. Might've reflected that onto my writing.